Fucked up >:'(

Stayed home to study Maths.

I swear it's god damn complicating! And I don't like! >:( Pissed with myself >:'( WHO ASK ME DON'T WANT TO REVISE! SEE, NOW SUFFER! >:(

Some photos taken on the 26th, at around 1am :D While studying maths.

I won't give up♥

I won't give up - Jason Mrax

Stayed home the whole day as usual.

Tried to study Maths, but failed. The mood isn't there at all :'( So turned out to be slacking on the couch and using phone. TWITTER, more like checking if he tweeted. He really did, but I can't do anything but to see what he tweeted.

So slacked the whole afternoon off. Helped dad in cleaning his car and went home to did some work out :) Ok, my aim for March is to reduce weight until 50kg, or even lesser! I've dropped from 55kg to 51 kg in a month plus :D Happy max! But must thanks K for helping me♥

Prepared and headed down to Bk to meet Bbg, Girlfriend (Bev) and boy-friends (Reynard and Calvin) for dinner. This Reynard, really cannot tahan him, keep disturbing me with Calvin. Make the two of us feel so awkward.

Dinner was awesome! (Y)

Went over to Gf's for games session! :) Played pictionary, and it's fun (Y) Love spending time with them! :)

Pictures time! ENJOY♥

♥,

Rj.

One down, 2 more♥

Tay Kewei - "Fallin"

10 days since you're gone.

I just want to tell you, no matter how long you're gone, no matter how far you are, my love for you still remains. I know it sounds stupid, but I am still waiting, like a silly, like a dumb. I don't know how long am I going to wait, but for now, right at this point of time, I'm still waiting :)

One paper down already! HOEH! (Y) Lied on the bed at 1.30am, but I only managed to fall asleep around 4.30am D: INSOMNIA sucks! And you're studying, because you don't know that we got paper today. :'( Sorry! I thought of reminding you to study, but I scared that I'll annoy you, that's why I'm trying to distance myself from you. Sorry! I guess you didn't manage to sleep at all. :'( Heartache.

Well, first paper down, 2 more to go! AND I'M GOING TO WORK ALL DAY AND PARTY ALL NIGHT :D First week of the Holiday will be super pack!

29th Feb - LAST DAY OF PAPER! :D Meet Sinee for baking, and pamper ourselves with MANICURE :)

1st Mar   - Home to rest and pack my closet!

2nd Mar  - WWW with Secondary school clique♥

3rd Mar  - ECP trip with Monique, Shiying, Jonathan and Aloysius♥

4th Mar   - SLUMBER@SENTOSA WITH GIRLFRIENDS AND CLIQUE♥

5th Mar   - Maybe stay over at Bev's :)

6th Mar   - Ubin trip with Monique, Shiying, Jonathan and Aloysius♥

我告訴自己 如果她轉身 我就抱住她 結束分手
但 她沒有回頭
只能看著她 心痛的離開 

林俊傑 記得 

作詞:易家楊
作曲:林俊傑
編曲：吳慶隆
監製：陳子鴻 (喜歡音樂)

誰還記得　是誰先說　永遠的愛我
以前的一句話　是我們以後的傷口
過了太久　沒人記得　當初那些溫柔
我和你手牽手　說要一起　走到最後

我們都忘了　這條路走了多久
心中是清楚的　有一天　有一天都會停的
讓時間說真話　雖然我也害怕
在天黑了以後　我們都不知道會不會有以後

誰還記得　是誰先說　永遠的愛我
以前的一句話　是我們以後的傷口
過了太久　沒人記得　當初那些溫柔
我和你手牽手　說要一起　走到最後

我們都累了　卻沒辦法往回走
兩顆心都迷惑　怎麼說　怎麼說都沒有救
親愛的為什麼　也許你也不懂
兩個相愛的人　等著對方先說想分開的理由

誰還記得　愛情開始變化的時候
我和你的眼中　看見了不同的天空
走得太遠　終於走到分岔路的路口


是不是你和我　要有兩個　相反的夢

誰還記得　是誰先說　永遠的愛我
以前的一句話　是我們以後的傷口
過了太久　沒人記得　當初那些溫柔
我和你手牽手　說要一起　走到最後

我和你手牽手　說要一起　走到最後

品冠-我以為

我以为

歌手:品冠

你曾说不想有天让我知道

你对他 有那么好

你说会懂 我的失落

不是靠宽容 就能够解脱

我以为我出现的时候刚好

你和他 正说要分开

我以为你 已对他不再期待

不纵容他再给你伤害

我以为我的温柔

能给你整个宇宙

我以为我能全力

填满你感情的缺口

专心陪在你左右

弥补他一切的错

也许我太过天真

以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究你会慢慢明白

他的心 已不在你身上

我的关心你依然无动于衷

我的以为只是我以为

我以为我的温柔

能给你整个宇宙

我以为我能全力

填满你感情的缺口

专心陪在你左右

弥补他一切的错

也许我太过天真

以为奇迹会发生

他让你红了眼眶

你却还笑着原谅

原来你早就想好

你要留在谁的身旁

我以为我够坚强

却一天天的失望

少给我一点希望

希望就不是奢望

我以为我的温柔

能给你整个宇宙

我以为我能全力

填满你感情的缺口

专心陪在你左右

弥补他一切的错

也许我太过天真

以为奇迹会发生

他让你红了眼眶

你却还笑着原谅

原来你早就想好

你要留在谁的身旁

我以为我够坚强

却输的那么绝望

少给我一点希望

希望就不是奢望

散場的擁抱♥

散場的擁抱

曲：蘇俊沅 詞：姚若龍 編曲：鍾興民Baby-C 、JerryC

從妳的眼角 慢慢地明瞭

我能做的很少

原來妳藏著傷 但不想和我聊

妳選的電影 像某種預告

不坦白的主角

最後流著眼淚 堅持獨自走掉

散場的擁抱 我還在燃燒

但妳心裡的浪潮 拒絕讓我看到

妳煎熬 不肯定什麼是最想要

愛才又像樂園又像監牢

散場的擁抱 混亂的心跳

多寧願只是爭吵 還能道歉和好

我知道 妳留著和他所有合照

明明面前是答案 卻撕掉 不要

呵護地祈禱 溫柔地討好

愛能讓人渺小

苦笑冒充微笑 浪漫得不肯逃

散場的擁抱 我還在燃燒

但妳心裡的浪潮 拒絕讓我看到

妳煎熬 不肯定什麼是最想要

愛才又像樂園又像監牢

散場的擁抱 混亂的心跳

多寧願只是爭吵 還能道歉和好

我知道 我們和你們不能比較

但我的愛多強悍 出乎妳預料

散場的擁抱 我還在燃燒

但妳心裡的浪潮 拒絕讓我看到

妳煎熬 不肯定什麼是最想要

愛才又像樂園又像監牢

散場的擁抱 混亂的心跳

多寧願只是爭吵 還能道歉和好

我知道 太美的回憶像副手銬

越是掙脫越纏繞 我比妳明瞭

Sorry That I Loved You♥

Sorry That I Loved You 

中譯：陶晶瑩

詞：倪安東Anthony Neely 、Skot Suyama

曲：Skot Suyama

For all of the times that I tried for your smile

For making you think that I was worth the while

So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand

That no one was there to take a stand

But then love love love made us blind

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I fell through

Sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that I have done to you

I wish that I could make it right

So sorry that I loved you

Sorry that I needed you

Sorry that I held you tight

And I'm so sorry for...

Making you love me and saying goodbye

For being the one that taught you how to cry

It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed

For taking it back when I fled the scene

Sorry love, for wasting your time

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I fell through

Sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that I have done to you

I wish that I could make it right

So sorry that I loved you

Sorry that I needed you

Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time

Won't make any difference tonight

But I'm hoping "im sorry" will open your mind

To love love love love in your life

對不起,我愛過妳

曾經我總是試著討妳歡心

好讓妳認為我就是真命天子

那麼我就能贏得妳的愛

送妳鮮花牽妳的手

沒有人阻止我們

但是愛情終究讓我們盲目

對不起我傷害了妳

對不起我搞砸了

對不起我愛上了妳

很抱歉它發生了 但道歉也不能讓時光倒流

所有我對妳做的事

我希望可以補償

對不起我曾經那樣愛妳

對不起我曾經那麼地需要妳

對不起我曾緊緊擁著妳

而且我還要道歉的是

讓妳愛上我卻必須說再見

還有 我居然教會了妳 什麼是哭泣

愛情真的來過 但它又悄悄溜走

很抱歉我曾給妳夢想的一切

卻又在我逃離後全部拿走

抱歉 我的愛 因為我浪費了妳的青春

對不起我傷害了妳

對不起我搞砸了

對不起我愛上了妳

很抱歉惡夢成真但再多的道歉也改變不了什麼

所有我對妳做的事

我希望可以補償

對不起我曾經那樣愛妳

對不起我曾經那麼地需要妳

對不起我曾緊緊擁著妳

經過了這麼久

一句抱歉並不能改變什麼

但我真心希望 這句抱歉能打開妳的心房

好讓妳在未來還能繼續去愛

I miss you, K♥

Met up with Sinee.

Consulted doctor > Bugis > Csm to study. We ended up having HTHT session. Chatted until 8pm and we headed home. Called Bud and talked to him while walking home. Broke down while talking to him :'( Homed > Bathed > Rot.

♥,
Rj.