How I wish what I know is just a lie. I know I can't take the truth, knowing the truth will only kills me. I'm out of breathe now! I can't breathe anymore. If only this can take my life away, I wish you can at least tell me something which I won't find it so ridiculous. At times I can believe what you say, but this time, its too late to say its just a joke. Now my visions are blur, I can hardly see whats truth and whats lie.