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Another day with you♥,

2011-12-23T00:55:00.000+08:00

Accompanied B to his court.

His mama sent us there. Met her two friends over at the court, and I felt super awkward. First time meeting boyfriend's aunties. Got so cold and nervous while waiting for his turn. I cried in court, because I'm pretty scared that he will be like those in the barrier :'(

After his case close, we went over to Pearl's Food Centre for lunch! Super awkward, cause it's like really first time. Didn't eat, but ordered a cup of sugar cane :P

After lunch, we head over to Aq. Slacked there for like an hour or two, and we headed to Cathay for movie. "Alvin and the Chipmunks 3" and Luv almost killed me for watching this show. Cause he find it super boring. But he still accompanied me to watch! :) How lovely of my luv♥

Had BK after dining, and went over to his house :) Home sweet home around 11pm.

Getaway,

2011-12-22T01:45:00.000+08:00

Went in JB in the late morning with family.

Took the coach in, and we headed to Johor Premium Outlet. (JPO) Went shopping there, but didn't really get a lot of stuffs there. Firstly, it's all branded stuffs. Secondly, it's all so expensive. Thirdly, we don't have much cash to buy things. Lastly, NOTHING CAUGHT MY EYES :'(

Left JPO and took the bus back to City Square (the shopping centre @ Checkpoint) at around 5pm. An hour of bus ride, so as usual, NAP-TIME! :D

Shopped at City Sq from 6pm till 10pm :D 4 hours! But the only place where we really shopped is F.O.S! I got myself 6 teeshirts! :) I love the tee shirts from Old Skool(I think), cause it's super comfy. Bad thing about it is because after many washes, the tee will be stretched. And it looks baggy, for some designs only.

Went to catch the last bus, which is 11pm? I have to say, B made me super dejected. Because he keep texting me that he missed me, and scared about tomorrow. My heart dropped whenever I read the message. I can't reply him, because I'm still in Malaysia. I can't be there for him when I need him. The moment I reach Singapore, I texted him. I asked him not to worry, asked him to relax, assure him no matter what, I'll be here waiting.

And I agreed to accompany him to his court tomorrow. Have to go over his place at 8.30am in the morning. And now it's nearly 2am. So, goodnight readers!♥

♥,
Rj.

♥

2011-12-20T02:02:00.000+08:00

Stay home the whole day on Monday.

Today, went over to B's at around 2pm. That awkward moment when I've to knock onto the door and go in. And the worst thing is B's mama open the door. D:

Tried to wake my sleep-log boyfriend up but failed. Wasted an hour just to wake him up. Planned to go for a movie, but because of this pig, plan cancelled. Stayed at his house and we did lots of nonsense. There's an awkward moment when mama came into the room, and the both of us was STUNT! Seriously stunt, don't know what to do.

Headed home around 6. Had dinner with Dad :)

That's mainly what I did today! ♥

*B, I love you just the way you are and who I am when I'm with you!♥ I know we'll last till the end of time, and we'll always be happy and sweet!♥ Thanks for assuring me that you'll never leave me alone, thanks for the promise!♥ Yes, 1month together isn't long enough, cause we'll be together till we're old!♥

♥,
Rj.

#nowplaying 聽你說(郁可唯&林凡)

2011-12-20T01:52:00.002+08:00

聽你說(郁可唯&林凡)

作詞：王雅君
作曲：王雅君

郁：我很開心因為努力生活　和你們分享榮耀的每一秒鐘
如果難過你肩膀最遼闊　你幫我帶走烏雲滿布的天空
如果生活少了有你陪我　我整天開著手機也感到失落
因為我們都最想看到彼此燦爛的笑容

林：我懂星座卻沒有人像我　真的喜歡一個人安靜的自由
我做的夢我堅持做到最後　就算我爬到雲端也繼續做夢
我唱的歌只希望能快樂　其他的我也不想要想的太多
因為我們都最想擁有自己最真的感動

郁：聽你說　聽你說　我們同時擁有一個真心的朋友
聊日出日落　因為有夢　所以更認真生活

林：聽你說　聽你說　我們真實擁有一片美好的天空
不能常聯絡　卻更緊握　我們交換的美夢　只想聽你說

林：我懂星座卻沒有人像我　真的喜歡一個人安靜的自由（郁：呼嗚嗚）
我做的夢我堅持做到最後　就算我爬到

合：雲端也繼續做夢

郁：我唱的歌只希望能快樂　其他的我也不想要想的太多（林：吼喔喔）
因為我們都最想擁有自己

合：最真的感動
聽你說　聽你說

郁：我們同時擁有一個真心的朋友
聊日出日落　因為有夢　所以更認真生活

林：聽你說　聽你說（郁：聽你說）
我們真實擁有一片美好的天空（郁：呼嗚嗚嗚）
不能常聯絡　（郁：卻更緊握）

合：我們交換的美夢　只想聽你說（林：嗚喔喔）

郁：聽你說　（林：　聽你說）
我們同時擁有一個真心的朋友
林：聊日出日落　因為有夢　（合：所以更認真生活　吼）

合：（郁：聽你說　聽你說）　我們同時擁有一個真心的朋友
聊日出日落　因為有夢　所以更認真生活

合：（郁：聽你說　聽你說）　我們真實擁有一片美好的天空
（林：不能常聯絡）（郁：卻更緊握）
我們交換的美夢　只想聽你說
只想聽你說聽你說

:'(

2011-12-18T03:05:00.000+08:00

Current emotion: Tears

Met Kitty-Indulge and collected my stuffs.

Home > Lunch > Rest > Nap > Woke up at 3. Rushed to prepare and rushed down to Nex to meet my Psychology group mates to discuss about our project work. Start at 4, end at 7. Along the way, we paused and started talking about something that's irrelevance to our project. But we managed to do something productive.

Met Bbg for dinner at Nex :) Went shopping after dinner. A jumper, a high-waist pants and a top :) $35 fly :'( Headed home after that. Walked Bbg to bus stop, because she alight at my stop :D

As usual, quarrelled with B over stupid matters. Quarrelled over my stupidity, quarrelled over my naiveness, quarrelled over my stubbornness. I don't like it when we quarrel, I really hate it. Cause I know because of all these quarrels, you're going to ignore me. I know because of these quarrels, something's going to change. And the worst thing is, I can't meet you tomorrow. Which makes it harder for me to mend all this nonsense I created. I feel like running to your house and give you a hug. I feel like running to you now.

But you're going to ignore me now. Asking me to bang wall, saying me irritating, saying not going to talk to me. You know how much it hurts me?

Sigh,

Rj.

The smell of Holiday♥,

2011-12-17T01:02:00.000+08:00

Finished my last paper, and I smell holiday! :)

Headed off with B as usual. While waiting for darling Gwen, Richman and Desmond to finish paper, the two of us sit at the bus stop and played "big Big BIG 2" on my phone. And when they arrived, B got to hide his hair cause they haven't seen him with his new hair cut before. Cute, and the moment Desmond started laughing, I LAUGHED OUT LOUD!

Headed over to Aq with them. While they're playing dota, I continued with my "big Big BIG 2" and I won like nobody business :D Happy max! After a game, B's mama coming to meet us for B's shopping session. Walked over to Centre Point and met mama and Ron (Kieron, B's brother)

Walked over to 313 for lunch @ Food Junction. Expensive :'(

After lunch, we walked around 313. Went Uniqlo, I asked B to get a jacket, so next time, I could wear his jacket when I'm cold :) Walked around, and touch all those winter jackets. There's one that is so comfy that I used it to rub on my face :/ When he asked Ron to touch, Ron rub the jacket on his face too. :D But we didn't get anything from Uniqlo.

Left 313 and we headed to H&M, B got himself 2 long sleeve top. Next stop, A&F. Thought those hunks are still there. But there's no hunks but queue. Disappointment for me and mama. A round at paragon. And we headed back to Centre Point.

Had high tea at HÄAGEN DAZS :) *nomnomnom*

HÄAGEN DAZS - Royal Fondue

Best time ever! After high tea, went to Birkenstock because B want to get himself a slippers :D Told him to get Florida, but he say it looks weird. Then he chose Arizona, and the pattern don't suit him at all. Makes him look like very old :/ After like 30minutes in the shop, he ended up getting Florida Blue :D And to cost him $129.90. SO EXPENSIVE D: More expensive than the other colours, maybe because it's a new release colour.

After getting his Birken, we headed to Robinson :) Wanted to get himself boxers and tees from Renoma, but he's just too embarrassed to choose. Because mama and I were there, so he say very embarrassing. So he walked away, but because we can't find the design he want, we left.

Mama sent B and I to parklane, and I headed home while B went to Aq.

Home > Bathe > Tv. Bbg called me and I headed out to meet her for dinner at City Square. Dine at Saizeriya :) Did a lot of catch up!♥ Went to hunt for Christmas gift exchange's gift. But nothing caught our eyes.

Headed over to Plaza Sing, cause I thought of going to Daiso to get a number of items for the amount of $$. Like with one price, you get a lot of stuffs :P But we ended up getting our own stuffs instead of the Christmas gift. Left Plaza Sing because the shops are closing already.

Planned to get Gongcha, but the queue is a little crazy. So I suggested to get Koi instead. Walked over to Bugis to get koi. Bev called when we're half way to Bugis. Waited for her and Rey to arrive Cathay before heading off.

Walked down to Bugis together, chit chat along the way. Chiong for koi, cause we're scared they're closing too. Managed to get our orders and continued to chit chat while waiting for drink :) The girls then cabbed home, while Rey went for snooker and I walked home.

Chatted with B on phone while walking home. And sometimes talking to him can vomit blood, but I still love him!♥ Chat with him till I reach home :)

That's basically what happen today!

♥,

Rj.

Stress,

2011-12-15T11:48:00.000+08:00

Mugging #likeanerd

Sorry dearest readers, have been busy studying for term test!

Be back soon ok? Promise *cross pinky*

Sweetest Boyfriend♥,

2011-12-11T01:23:00.000+08:00

Fish & Co. Glasshouse♥♥♥♥

Seafood Platter for 2!♥

This little boyfriend of mine is so sweet!

He brought me out for dinner, as a form of celebrating my birthday with me.♥ We dined at Fish&Co Glasshouse! He did all the orders, cause I've no idea what to eat.

The meal made the two of us super full, and the drinks made us super cold, and the bill made him BROKE :/ But still, thank you boyfriend for bring me out on my birthday and treat me eat!♥♥♥♥♥♥ No words can express how thankful and grateful I am to find you.

You told me that you planned to bring me to meet Joyce and Giorgio for picnic over at Marina Barrage, but because I'm out late and Joyce didn't contact you, the plan cancelled. It's ok, because at least, on my birthday, you're there with me♥

Just for you information, you're my first boyfriend who celebrate my birthday with me. You're my first boyfriend whom I go out with so often. You're my first boyfriend whom I dine out/have meals with so often. You're my first boyfriend whom I first met your family. You're my first boyfriend whom my family saw, but they don't know anything about you. AND You're my first, to have me visiting your house so often!

So now you held so many of my first times, when am I going to hold one of your first time?♥♥

♥,

Rj.

Legal Party Baby,

2011-12-10T13:30:00.000+08:00

Finally you're legal!♥

It's my legal baby!

Went school for NMMAPP lab, as usual, I'm late :'( But there's a sentence that goes “迟到好过没到” it's "Late better than not reaching" (something like that) 4th time being late for this module alr, one more time, attendance will be screwed D:

Rushed off with B after school and went home to prepare! B came over to my house and help me carry my stuffs! :) Headed over to City Sq and meet Jolene. Got our drinks from Fairprice and develop photos. Cabbed and off to Goldkist Beach Resort.

AND THE WORST THING IS THAT I FORGOT TO COLLECT MY PHOTOS! So have to ask my mom to help me collect time when she's heading out.

Reached Goldkist, and the receptionist pissed me off. Keep telling me that they didn't receive the money -.- Make me called home for like 128478398473 times. And wasted 30minutes of my life just to stand at the counter and do the checkings and stuff -.- SCREW THEM!

Walked to our unit under the rain, and got so drenched! Rest a while, and batheeeee~ Collect the food with B! :) Soon, darling Gwen, Richman and Desmond came. B and I went to collect the BBQ pit, and the worst thing is, WE'VE TO FREAKING PAY $25 TO RENT THE FREAKING BBQ PIT -.-

Seriously, this chalet, WASTE TIME WASTE MONEY! Not going to book this chalet ever again!

When the clock strikes 6(?) Bbg, Huili, Bev, Reynard, Zhiwei, Junhui arrived. Went to start the fire, and B damn sweet. He don't allow me to start the fire, cause I'm the birthday girl! So he and Richman came to help me to start the fire. How sweet of them right? LOVE B way too much! Soon, girlfriend Joyce came! :)

He still insist of cooking for me~! Sweet to the max!

Around 7.30(?) Mom came! :) B still helping me to cook! How sweet of him! Seriously, love this group of friends! Helped me so much! ♥♥♥♥♥♥ Words can never express how thankful I am to have this group of friends! :)

Sadly B need to leave early, and got to be home before 9pm. So there's no bid goodbye-kiss / goodbye-hugs. Cause whole family is there, and I can only bid goodbye to B and friends. :'(

So continued the party with sec school friends! :) Cut cake, sing birthday song, played games, talk crap. And soon, some of them need to leave.

My SFACO peeps dropped by with presents too! ♥ How sweet of them! Thank you YunQi, Ah Ber, ZhiPing, MeiHong, ShiYing, Monique and Eric for that Coach wallet/clutch. ♥♥♥ And sorry if I didn't really entertain you guys much :'( My apology.

Left with Minghui, Huili, Junhui, Jiawei, Sinee, Eileen and Pierre stay with me at the chalet. Talked crap, played taupok with Sinee, Jiawei and Junhui. Hahaha!

Around 2am(?) Eileen and Pierre drove Sinee home! :) And the 5 of us, stayed over. Talked crap for a little while and we hit the bed. TOO TIRED TO TON.

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Soon, the clock hits 9.30am, and I woke to pack things up. And cabbed home! Jiawei is being super sweet that day, he helped me carry my stuffs. and send me to my block before heading home! ♥♥♥♥♥ Awesome Brother Yong!

That's mainly what happened at the party.

♥,
Rj.

Rjellybeano is finally LEGAL!

2011-12-10T12:40:00.000+08:00

I ♥ my lashes!

My girlfriends♥

My Beloved-Best-Girl, Sinee♥

"Happy 18th Birthday Rjellybeano"

Blackforest Cake ♥

My family with Sec school clique and Jolene and Bf ♥

Girls♥

Boys♥

My December Brothers, Sebastian and Jiawei!♥

Family♥

Make a wish "All I want is you♥"

Blow the candles and wish come true.

Girlfriends♥
Look at Bbg and Huili.

Thanks Brother and Mommy for this watch from French Connection!

Happy girl #inthehouse

2011-12-09T01:40:00.001+08:00

Gonna have my birthday chalet later!

Can't wait! :)

Goodbye,

2011-12-08T01:07:00.000+08:00

Are we still friends?

Ever since the start of poly life, I thought I'll have a group of good friends.

This group of friends, accompanied me along the way through my poly year 1. We've so much fun, so much laughter, so much joy. But things just turn out to be so i-don't-know-what-to-say. Such awkward relation.

I missed how we used to have endless topics, I missed how we study together, I missed how me and my darling girls chat about weird topics while we are having meals, I missed how we always go toilet together, I missed how we crapped during the chalet, I missed the times we had together.

Things changes so dramatically in two days. And I've no idea what's wrong. When I prompt the question, everybody says nothing wrong. But if there's nothing wrong, then WHY AREN'T WE TALKING? Then why don't we hang out together any more? Then why do you guys treat me like I'm invisible?

Is it because of I'm together with Kiefer? Is it because I've done anything wrong to you guys? Is it because I said something wrong which hurt you guys?

I tried so hard to plan events for birthdays/chalet and stuffs. I planned for Jieqin's and Yueyi's birthday, I ran to places with Joanne to get the cake. I planned for the chalet, get those food, help to set up fire, cook food, finish the food. But still, I got to thank Dalton and Bingxun for helping out. I helped to think what's the most practical present to get for Joanne's birthday. I helped to get the present first, fork out the money first, collect the present. AND WHAT I GET IN RETURN?

BEING IGNORED BY YOU GUYS!

COME ON la, if you guys are not happy with me, just freaking come and tell me. Hide behind for what? NOT HAPPY JUST SAY, NO NEED HIDE! AND DON'T COME AND TELL ME NOTHING'S WRONG WHEN IT'S PRETTY OBVIOUS THAT YOU GUYS DON'T WISH TO TALK TO ME!

If you guys treat me as friends, then why didn't you guys talk to me? I tried to make the first move, but the way you guys react turns me off! And don't mind me saying this la, DON'T WANNA BE FRIENDS, JUST F*CKING TELL ME LA, WHAT'S THE POINT OF KEEPING IT TO YOURSELF? AS IF LIKE I CAN READ YOUR F*CKING MIND -.- GIVE IN SO MUCH ALSO NO USE.

Let me tell you this, I won't give a damn to you guys any more! I'll treat you guys just like how you guys treat me. If any one of you treat me nice, I'll treat you nice too. IF you guys treat me mean, then don't blame me for doing mean things to you! :)

"We don’t remember days; we remember moments."

But now, all these memories will be gone, just like how you guys are gone in my life.

♥,

Surprises♥,

2011-12-04T00:52:00.000+08:00

My girlfriends♥

Met up with the girls!

First, met Chewyen and Huili. Hopped on their cab, cause we're all late in meeting Bev. Travelled to Cineleisure to meet Bev, and walked around the flea market @ *scape :) soon, Sinee came to meet us. Lunched @ Pasta Mania.

Due to the thunder storm outside, we're left with no choice but to stay in Cineleisure. While waiting for Eileen to arrive, went to get Artease :) *nom nom* Soon, she arrived. Walked around Cineleisure and these girls are trapped in "Editor's Market"(?) for hours. They got their clothes at cheap cheap prices, cause they managed to find people to merge the clothes with them, which deduce the price. :) Goodjob girls!

After hours spent in that shop, it's already 7pm. Planned to go for dinner at Timbre, but due to the weather, we're all lazy to head down. So we ended up dine @ Heeren, T.G.I.Friday :) Shared a 3 course meal with Sinee! *nom nom* full max!

They planned to give us surprise with cakes, but the crew spoilt it :( But it's ok! Sang birthday song, the crews sang for us too! Cut cake, tried to use tongue to get the candle holder out of the cake. And present time! :) Chewyen got a pair of wedge, Huili got a bag and I thought I don't have any present. Cause the plastic bag is already empty.

Bev then took a box out of her bag, and it's a bear box. And the only place where she could get it was from COUPLE LAB. And what else can she get from Couple lab, definitely not couple ring with me right? So I guess it was the customised necklace. AND I'M RIGHT♥ Omg, I'm so happy that they got me a necklace that I planned to get some time ago.

Lucky I didnt get the necklace by myself, cause I saw a necklace with a star at the back, having offer. Thought of getting it, but lucky, really lucky that I didnt get it. Hahhah!

OMG, THANK YOU GIRLFRIENDS! YOU'RE LOVED BY ME!♥♥♥♥♥ AND I LOVE THE PRESENT SO SO SO SO MUCH! WILL WEAR IT EVERYDAY!♥♥♥♥♥

After dinner, have a walk at Forever 21. And bus home with Bev and Sinee while others train.

Went to meet Bb for a while, cause that little devil of mine is sick :'( Poor B♥ Accompanied him to have his dinner at the pig organ soup near our place♥ And he walked me home after that♥♥

*Ps, photos for today will be uploaded soooooon :)

♥,

Rj.

All about school,

2011-12-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

It does kill boredom!

School as usual.

And school gets more and more boring each day. But there's a reason why I love to go school, and it's because of YOU my dearest. You are the reason why I wake up with a smile, and get myself prepared fast and head to the bus stop. Cause I know every morning, we'll meet up and head to school together.♥ Cause I know every morning, you'll be there waiting for me.♥ Cause I know every morning, you'll hold onto my hand and allow me to lean on your shoulder for a nap throughout the bus ride.♥ Cause I know every morning, YOU'RE THE FIRST THING THAT APPEAR IN MY MIND WHEN I WAKE UP.♥

I know I can't relay on you that much, I know I should learn to be independent too. Cause there'll be days when you don't attend school. Cause there'll be days when you can't be by my side. Cause there'll be days when I've to face everything alone. Cause there'll be days when I've to manage the problems alone. Cause there'll be days when I'm left alone.

As what I've said earlier, school is getting more and more boring. And I still have not revise for my term test which starts on the 12th Dec :'( Not much confidence, cause I don't really understand those modules :'( I have to start revising soon. Really got to start revising. If not sure die :'(

Gonna meet my beloved girlfriends tomorrow!♥

My awesome girlfriends!♥

♥,

Rj.

Monday blues,

2011-11-28T23:50:00.000+08:00

My Beloved-Best-Girl, Sinee♥

She came down all the way to Tp and look for me♥

Had our meals at Mensa 2 with Bbg, Cassandra and Bb♥ That awkward moment when they don't really get along with each other (I meant Bb and the girls) So didn't really talk much.

And because Bbg was feeling down, so we didn't talk much. But I'm sure, with the company of mine and Cassandra, she did feel a little better. While slacking and waiting for Bev to end school at 7, we went to library and watch movie. Watched "初恋红豆冰" and Bbg don't really have the mood :'( Do you know how much it hurts me to see you being so emotional? :'(

Soon, clock strikes 7 and Bev is released. Thought of going home together, but they rushed to the bus that me and Bb missed :'( How sad, but it's ok. With Bb's company, the bus ride is never boring♥

Bb walked me home before he head home♥

♥,

Rj.

Piggy time,

2011-11-26T23:14:00.001+08:00

Cassandra and Sinee♥

Supper with this two girls♥

Met them at 10.30pm, supper at the prata shop outside. Gossiped, crapped, and laughed! Much fun with them during the supper. After that, we walked over to Mustafa for a stroll :) Cause the night is still young, so we went there for a walk! :)

Walked till around 1.30am and I headed back home for my 5th round of meal, my super supper, with my family :D Geylang taohuey (Y) All time favourite.

Reached home at 3am :'( And I'm now posting a short blog post :)

♥,
Rj.

787th ♥

2011-11-25T21:40:00.001+08:00

When I'm left alone.

It's Friday again! :)

Attended school as usual, and was extremely late today. With bb, of course. Reached school, and it's already like 9.30am. Went for toilet break and a smoke break, and when we enter class, it's already like 9.45am. Hahaha!

Did the last preparation for the presentation, and off we went to present. We are not well prepared yet, so didn't really talk much with the teacher. But still, nice group work with Bb and Rasyiqah♥ Sorry Rasyiqah that I pass you to complete the whole report :'( My fault, sorry!

After Nmmapp, went off with Bb to aq. His competition is coming soon, so he gotta head down for training. Poor little Rj, gotta rot there while he train. Lucky Minghui(Mummie) is free :) Cause she's having her break, so I met her for lunch at Plaza Sing! Somewhere in the middle of the two of us :)

Gossiped and still gossiped while having our lunch at McD. So coincidentally, we saw Shih Ning and his girlfriend there too, having their lunch as well :) I love these little time when we gossiped like no tomorrow, so many things to chat about♥ But happy times passes very fast, she'd to leave for lessons again :'(

After sending her to the main entrance, I headed back to aq. Had a toilet break at Cathay, and guess what happened when I'm out? SUDDEN DOWNPOUR D: So I can't leave the place but to stay there and shop. Walked the whole Cathay alone, #likealoner. Soon after, the rain stopped, and I headed back to aq.

Noah(Best) came to find me for lepaking session, since he's having his break. So we went over to pomo and had pool session! :) 2 rounds, and we each won a round. Hahahah! My skill for pool is de-proving :'( Shall have more pooling session with best! :)

After he left, I'm back to aq again #likeagain. All I do there is to stare at my phone, tweet. Until my phone died on me :'( Charged my phone for like 10 minutes, and I headed home. Continued to charge my phone while my Mom went to City Sq first to reserve seats to give Brother a treat :)

Dine at Saizeriya :) and after dinner, went over to Fairprice to get some groceries. Headed home with Mom while Brother stayed there with his friends. And now I'm here to blog! :) While Brother and his friends are in the living room for some surprise :)

**Brother's friend Ivan had planed a surprise for him. First, said that they aren't meeting today for his birthday. Then keep contacting me and ask me him to update him about Brother's whereabouts. He came over to passed me the cake that he prepared for Brother. How sweet of his friend to plan everything to surprise my Brother. HOW I WISH I HAVE SURPRISES FOR MY BIRTHDAY TOO :'( Hope brother love this small little surprise :)

Happy birthday Brother♥!

2011-11-25T01:07:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY BROTHER!

Hope you'll enjoy everything later♥

♥,

#nowplaying Justin Bieber - Never Let You Go

2011-11-25T00:34:00.001+08:00

Down with illness :'(

Yes, I'm sick again.

Diarrhoea, and it's killing me. Skipped OOP lesson, and cabbed home! $9 flew :'( The minute I reach home, Mummy asked what happened. I said stomach-ache and I ran to the toilet and stayed there for an hour. First time, stayed in a toilet for an hour.

After using the toilet, went for nap. 2 hours of nap spells comfortable, especially with that sudden downpour out there. I had a good good good rest! :) I thought I saw my phone filled with Bb's messages about my whereabouts, about how am I feeling, and a lot of missed calls. But when I double checked my phone, there's no messages, no missed calls, NOTHING! :'( It's all in my dreams, and it's just a dream :'(

Get back to reality, I still didn't text him. Thought he would text me first, but still no messages :'( So I've to make a step, and text him. I thought something happened between us again. You know I always think a lot, you know I'm paranoid. :'(

But lucky, we're fine. Bb, you know I love you right? I really don't wish, no is I don't want, anything to happen to you, and to us. I want to hold your hand till the end of time, and I want you to hold mine too. I don't want our relationship to end, I don't want. We're going to hold each others hand together till the end, like how those old couples still hold each other's hand when they're out. Please remember, I'm always here for you♥

♥Baby boy, I love you, I really really do.♥

♥,

Rj.

Come and surprise me,

2011-11-23T23:35:00.001+08:00

Making a wish.

Let's see what do I want for this birthday and how I want people to surprise me :D

What I wish to receive for this:

A customized necklace from Couple lab, simple yet pretty.
A customized bracelet from Couple lab, simple yet glamorous.
A customized ring (from wherever you can get).
An instax Camera, 7s White.

How I want my birthday celebration to be like:

Dim lights with candles(those in ikea)
Lots and lots of rose petals to decorate the place
Having my love ones to be with me.
Bubbles.
STRICTLY no ballons, cause I scared they'll burst :/

I love surprises, so please surprise me! If you managed to surprised me, I will melt and you'll see my eyes filled with tears. I'll love you if you gave me surprises!

♥,

Rj.

So in love with you♥,

2011-11-23T17:32:00.001+08:00

Happy girl!

Bb's Mom sent us to school today! How sweet is auntie♥ We postponed our Nmmapp project till Friday and thanks for Bb that's why we can postpone :)

Now at Aq with Bb, I'm here blogging while he is dota-ing again. Dota, please stop seducing my boyfriend. He's so into you till he neglects me :'( How sad! There's a moment when I saw Bb starts to change, to the angry him :'( Don't dare to talk to him luh, so I just kept quiet and use computer. Twittered and Gwen talked to me, and asked me to leave him alone. Hahaha. And finally, I talked to Gwen. After seeing her for quite a lot of time. Hahahah!

♥,

Rj.

#nowplaying Beyoncé - Best Thing I Never Had

2011-11-22T23:27:00.000+08:00

Not enough time :'(

Not enough time.

To complete my Nmmapp project :'(
To express how much I love you :'(
To study for term test :'(
To do what I wanna do :'(

Time don't wait for us :'( NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

If only I can be like the movie "In time" Rob for time, and I've eternity :)

♥,

Uncle's wedding

2011-11-21T23:47:00.000+08:00

School today.

Bused to school with Bb as usual♥ Had Netfund quiz, and as usual, I flung it :'( Had lunch with Bb, Desmond, Richman and his girlfriend, Gwen. As usual, I didn't had any food, I had Mango Smoothie @Mensa 2 :)

Then Bb went off to his court. :'( Gonna worry for him again :'( How sad! I'm left alone in school, gotta rot for 2 hours :'( So went to library to rest plus study. In fact I didn't have the mood to study lah, all I do is worry about my silly.

Went Telsys alone, #likealoner. If something happened to him, I'm really #foreveralone :'(

After class, went over to Tamp to get my shoe. Cause my freaking shoe spoil within a month :'( How sad! Lucky it's quite cheap, so it's ok with it. Hahahah! Headed home after getting my shoe :) Bb is fine and he's out♥

He's so sweet that he waited for me at the bus stop near our house and walked me home♥ Awwww, sweet sweet boyfriend aye!

Homed and prepare for my uncle's wedding dinner♥ Awesome time at the dinner, cause I saw my cousins. And part of my maternal family♥♥♥♥♥

Part of my cousins♥

Me, Wilson, and Grandmas.

*Wilson looks cute :p

**BB is free♥♥♥♥♥♥

***More wedding photos will be up soon!

♥,

Because of you,

2011-11-21T14:55:00.000+08:00

Because of you, I smiled.

Thank god that you're fine!

I'm really grateful that you're fine. I'm so happy that you didn't have to go in. I prayed for you, my close friends did pray for you too. And all this praying help in keeping you safe, keeping you beside me.

Please don't do any foolish stuffs anymore. I can't take it when I know the fact that you need to attend court, and you might be charged and lock up. I've a weak heart, and I think a lot. You know that. Please stay with me, till the end of time. Please don't leave me alone, I hate it. And you should know.

♥,

Rj.

Love is the compass of life.

2011-11-21T00:08:00.000+08:00

There aren't enough days in the weekend. ~Rod Schmidt

Love waits for one thing, the right moment.

Went Bb's house♥

Slacked at his house, and spent time knowing more about each other♥ Love it when I spend time with him, even when we don't say a single word. Because the feeling when you're with your love one alone, is the best. Even though the two of you aren't doing anything, or say a single word.

Met Mummy and Brother for dinner♥ Thanks Bb for walking to the bus stop with me and wait for Mummy to fetch :) Dinner with Mummy and Brother is awesome♥ Love dining with them♥♥

Homed and prepare to go out again. Went to airport to fetch Daddy♥ He is finally back! After a week away from Singapore. Miss him much!♥ Trained home, and supper at Kopitiam @ V hotel.

♥,

Rj.

#nowplaying Britney Spears - Hold It Against Me

2011-11-20T00:42:00.000+08:00

Stay home on this Saturday.

Had my hair coloured again! :) and I love the colour much!♥ Trim my fringe and it's bangs now :) I can't stand how cute I am now.

Did house chores cause Daddy is coming home tomorrow! He's away for a week, went back to China #likeagain but this time, he went alone with his association.

Night time, I went out to meet Bb for dinner ♥ Went over to Plaza Sing again. Burger King again :) as usual, after dinner, we went to 老地方to slack.

♥,
Rj.

#nowplaying 田馥甄 - 我真的受伤了

2011-11-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

Penang A1 Chendol
01-190 Block 822 Tampines Street 81

Had NMMAPP quiz, as usual, I flung it.

After NMMAPP, we had our CCN day. Ordered Penang A1 Chendol to sell :) They ordered Mango Smoothie, Durian Smoothie and Strawberry Smoothie. And they're selling it at $3 each! Helped out for a while with the stall, in fact, I didn't find myself helpful at all. I just rotted there a while, and went for a walk with Darling Janice.

Lunched with her at Short Circuit and Bb came. Darling left me to look for her friends to settle some things, I guess. Then I followed Bb to find his friends at Bus stop. Got to head home to settle stuffs, and I've no choice but to leave Darling to work alone :'( I'm so so so sorry darling! After settling my stuff, had a 2 hours nap and it spells SHIOKNESS :D

Headed down to Aq to look for Bb for dinner. Cause I'm left alone at home :'( Went over to Ps for dinner at Burger King (Y) It's been a while since I last had Burger King. After dinner, still have time and we went to our 老地方 to slack #likeagain :) Always go to 老地方 to slack when it's still early.

♥,
Rj.

Top Of The World,

2011-11-17T16:12:00.001+08:00

Because of you♥

I've left school with my potassium and Desmond.

Today I'm going to stay with him, no matter what. Cause might might might might might might might might be the last day me sticking with him, so I'm going to follow him to wherever he go :D

Accompanied him to whampoa to get his haircut, and he complained so much after haircut. But no matter what, you're still loved by me ok? You're still that boy that I love, you're still that cute little boy♥

Now he's dota-ing and I'm here blogging. Darling Janice got me a job for tomorrow♥ And I'm going to work with her, gonna look for the attire later when I'm home. Hopefully I've them luh~

Tonight got Smoove event at Zirca, so many people asking whether I'm going. But I've no idea whether I should go or not leh. Underage party, which means no matter what, I CAN GO IN! But why is it on a freaking THURSDAY? I got school on Friday :( In a dilemma now :'(

【那些年，我們一起追的女孩】電影主題曲《那些年》

演唱：胡夏／作曲：木村充利／作詞：九把刀

又回到最初的起点

yòu huí dào zuì chū de qí diǎn

记忆中你青涩的脸

jì yì zhōng nǐ qīng sè de liǎn

我们终於来到了这一天

wǒ men zhōng yū lái dào le zhè yì tiān

桌垫下的老照片

zhuō diàn xià de lǎo zhào piàn

无数回忆连结

wú shù huí yì lián jié

今天男孩要赴女孩最后的约

jīn tiān nán hái yào fù nǚ hái zuì hòu de yuē

又回到最初的起点

yòu huí dào zuì chū de qí diǎn

呆呆地站在镜子前

dāi dāi dì zhàn zài jìng zi qián

笨拙系上红色领带的结

bèn zhuō jì shàng hóng sè lǐng dài de jié

将头发梳成大人模样

jiāng tóu fa shū chéng dà rén mú yàng

穿上一身帅气西装

chuān shàng yì shēn shuài qì xī zhuāng

等会儿见你一定比想像美

děng huì ér jiàn nǐ yí dìng bǐ xiǎng xiàng měi

好想再回到那些年的时光

hǎo xiǎng zài huí dào nà xiē nián de shí guāng

回到教室座位前后故意讨你温柔的骂

huí dào jiào shì zuò wèi qián hòu gù yì tǎo nǐ wēn róu de mà

黑板上排列组合你舍得解开吗

hēi bǎn shàng pái liè zǔ hé nǐ shě dé jiě kāi ma

谁与谁坐他又爱着她

shuí yǔ shuí zuò tā yòu ài zhe tā

那些年错过的大雨

nà xiē nián cuò guò de dà yǔ

那些年错过的爱情

nà xiē nián cuò guò de ài qíng

好想拥抱你拥抱错过的勇气

hǎo xiǎng yōng bào nǐ yōng bào cuò guò de yǒng qì

曾经想征服全世界

céng jīng xiǎng zhēng fú quán shì jiè

到最后回首才发现

dào zuì hòu huí shǒu cái fā xiàn

这世界滴滴点点全部都是你

zhè shì jiè dī dī diǎn diǎn quán bù dōu shì nǐ

那些年错过的大雨

nà xiē nián cuò guò de dà yǔ

那些年错过的爱情

nà xiē nián cuò guò de ài qíng

好想告诉你告诉你我没有忘记

hǎo xiǎng gào su nǐ gào su nǐ wǒ méi yǒu wàng jì

那天晚上满天星星

nà tiān wǎn shang mǎn tiān xīng xing

平行时空下的约定

píng xíng shí kōng xià de yuē dìng

再一次相遇我会紧紧抱着你

zài yí cì xiāng yù wǒ huì jǐn jǐn bào zhe nǐ

紧紧抱着你

jǐn jǐn bào zhe nǐ

又回到最初的起点

yòu huí dào zuì chū de qí diǎn

呆呆地站在镜子前

dāi dāi dì zhàn zài jìng zi qián

笨拙系上红色领带的结

bèn zhuō jì shàng hóng sè lǐng dài de jié

将头发梳成大人模样

jiāng tóu fa shū chéng dà rén mú yàng

穿上一身帅气西装

chuān shàng yì shēn shuài qì xī zhuāng

等会儿见你一定比想像美

děng huì ér jiàn nǐ yí dìng bǐ xiǎng xiàng měi

好想再回到那些年的时光

hǎo xiǎng zài huí dào nà xiē nián de shí guāng

回到教室座位前后故意讨你温柔的骂

huí dào jiào shì zuò wèi qián hòu gù yì tǎo nǐ wēn róu de mà

黑板上排列组合你舍得解开吗

hēi bǎn shàng pái liè zǔ hé nǐ shě dé jiě kāi ma

谁与谁坐他又爱着她

shuí yǔ shuí zuò tā yòu ài zhe tā

那些年错过的大雨

nà xiē nián cuò guò de dà yǔ

那些年错过的爱情

nà xiē nián cuò guò de ài qíng

好想拥抱你拥抱错过的勇气

hǎo xiǎng yōng bào nǐ yōng bào cuò guò de yǒng qì

曾经想征服全世界

céng jīng xiǎng zhēng fú quán shì jiè

到最后回首才发现

dào zuì hòu huí shǒu cái fā xiàn

这世界滴滴点点全部都是你

zhè shì jiè dī dī diǎn diǎn quán bù dōu shì nǐ

那些年错过的大雨

nà xiē nián cuò guò de dà yǔ

那些年错过的爱情

nà xiē nián cuò guò de ài qíng

好想告诉你告诉你我没有忘记

hǎo xiǎng gào su nǐ gào su nǐ wǒ méi yǒu wàng jì

那天晚上满天星星

nà tiān wǎn shang mǎn tiān xīng xing

平行时空下的约定

píng xíng shí kōng xià de yuē dìng

再一次相遇我会紧紧抱着你

zài yí cì xiāng yù wǒ huì jǐn jǐn bào zhe nǐ

紧紧抱着你

jǐn jǐn bào zhe nǐ

那些年错过的大雨

nà xiē nián cuò guò de dà yǔ

那些年错过的爱情

nà xiē nián cuò guò de ài qíng

好想拥抱你拥抱错过的勇气

hǎo xiǎng yōng bào nǐ yōng bào cuò guò de yǒng qì

曾经想征服全世界

céng jīng xiǎng zhēng fú quán shì jiè

到最后回首才发现

dào zuì hòu huí shǒu cái fā xiàn

这世界滴滴点点全部都是你

zhè shì jiè dī dī diǎn diǎn quán bù dōu shì nǐ

那些年错过的大雨

nà xiē nián cuò guò de dà yǔ

那些年错过的爱情

nà xiē nián cuò guò de ài qíng

好想告诉你告诉你我没有忘记

hǎo xiǎng gào su nǐ gào su nǐ wǒ méi yǒu wàng jì

那天晚上满天星星

nà tiān wǎn shang mǎn tiān xīng xing

平行时空下的约定

píng xíng shí kōng xià de yuē dìng

再一次相遇我会紧紧抱着你

zài yí cì xiāng yù wǒ huì jǐn jǐn bào zhe nǐ

紧紧抱着你

jǐn jǐn bào zhe nǐ

Keep Holding On,

2011-11-16T23:30:00.000+08:00

Worry is interest paid on trouble before it comes due. ~William Ralph Inge

The face I got when I'm worrying about you!

You're not able to make it to school today.

Messaged with you from morning when I just woke up, and I felt loved. But we are so far apart from each other, you're there waiting for your IO, when I'm in school waiting for lessons to end. We still managed to text each other no matter what, you keep thinking so pessimistic about your case, which makes me freaking worry! Not very good about it baby. NOT GOOD!

I keep telling myself that nothing will happen to you, I keep telling you that too. But you keep changing my mindset with your stupid thinking. And it leads me to tear in school. LIKE IN SCHOOL!

During my break, you starts to go missing. No replies from you, and that makes me super duper ultra god damn freaking worried about you! And I ended up tearing in Short Circuit! Tracy saw, and she walked over to talk to me. She asked me not to be worried, I said "How to not worry? If kena charged, he might be gone for years." She tried to comfort me, and she tried real hard.

I wiped off my tears, and continued with my lunch. Went to get A1 opposite school, Mango Ice Blend. Not very nice though :/ But it's like $1 only, so why not :)

Went back for psychology tutorial, and throughout the whole 2 hours of tutorial, I'm like

:'(

Do you know how worried I am when you went missing for 4 hours. No messages, no replies, no news of you! What comes into my mind are "WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?!", "WHERE HAVE YOU GO?!", "WHAT DID THEY DO TO YOU?!", "WILL YOU BE LOCKED TILL FRIDAY?!", "WHEN WILL I RECEIVE A NEWS FROM YOU?!", "WHAT'S YOUR MOM'S NUMBER?!", "WHAT'S HAPPENING?!!!!"

After tutorial, went to find Nicholas and have break together with Dalton and Joanne. Went library, and I start to revise my psychology notes, since I missed lesson last week, so I better revise them. I kept myself occupied, so I won't think so much about you. I don't want my mind to go wild worrying about you! When I napped on the table, I'm so worried till what came into my mind is still you. And I shivered when the library is not cold at all.

Woke up, and noticed that I've received a message from you! DO YOU KNOW HOW HAPPY I AM TO RECEIVE THAT MESSAGE? Even though it's a message is simple and short, but it still meant a lot when I worried like shit!

Lecture with Nicholas, Bx and Giovanne as usual. And as usual, I don't understand what the lecturer is trying to say.

Out of lecture, and you are there waiting for me already♥ You passed me a set of paper, read it, and sighed. Because of what you've said, I teared again. From outside Business school, till mushroom, till bus stop. Stopped my tears, but when you walked away for a break. The tears rolled while my mind go wild

You wiped them away, and they stopped again. On the whole bus ride home, the songs you played, made them rolled again. Let me tell you, throughout the whole bus ride home, I'M TEARING! Every seconds of the bus ride, my tears didn't stop at all. Not once, not a second.

You accompanied me to Post Office to collect my parcel, but sadly they knocked off already. So we went to have a walk. A long walk. A big round around our area. An hour for you. You tried very hard to make me hate you, you tried very hard to make me let go of you, you tried very hard to get rid of me. But Baby, let me tell you, I won't let go of my hands now, I won't hate you now, I won't let you have the chance to let go of me now. I know that you don't want me to wait for you (if you really have to go in and sit for years) But let me tell you, I'm going to wait.

Yes, I'm stupid, I'm silly, I'm stubborn. I admit all these, that's why I won't be letting my hands off yours. So don't be so stubborn and ask me let go ok? Cause you know that I won't let go :)

Went to our secret affair territory to have a talk. You tried to talk sense with me, and I replied you in my sense (which doesn't make sense to you :B) Talked for around 2 hours :) You didn't send me back home, because you're going home to accompany auntie for dinner (Y) My good good baby aye♥

**Baby, please remember that no matter what, I'll be here, waiting for you. I don't know what they will charge you, I don't know what will happen to you, but just remember the moments we had, remember the happiness we had, and remember that I'm always here waiting, that's all♥ You know I love you, you know I won't let go, you know that I want to be your stupid idiotic moronic little dirty horny naughty slut right?♥

*please highlight the spaces.

♥,

Praying hard,

2011-11-16T01:07:00.001+08:00

I pray that you'll be fine. I'll be and I'm praying real hard, nothing is going to happen to you.

I just got you in my arms. And no matter what, I'm not going to let go. You know that no matter what, I'M NOT GOING TO LET MY HANDS OFF YOU. I NEVER WILL! You held me so high up, you held me in your arms, you held me as though I'm a little princess. And you're never going to let go of me. You never will.

Its never easy for us to find each other. Its fate that brought us in same class, living in same district. Now fate might be bringing you away from me, maybe a few months, or even years, or maybe he's playing a prank with us.

I'm pretty sure that no matter what happens, I'll still be in your arms. And I'll still be there for you, waiting.

You should be reading this post before leaving your house. And i guess you're going to tell me that there are better guys out there. But let me tell you,

You're the one I need. You're the one I want. I don't care about other better guys out there. They are not the one that held me like a princess, they are not the one who is willing to hold me in their arms. They are not the one who will tell me I look cute no matter what nonsense I do. You're that other half that makes me life into a whole. Understand?

Stop telling me that it'll be a waste of time, cause for you, it never will. IT NEVER WILL! I don't care how long it is, but I'm waiting!

If really something happen to you, I'll visit you at least twice every month. Trust me, I will.

So baby, let me be there for you when you need someone ok? Don't let me go like that. I can't take it. I really can't. I need you, just like how much you need me.

This is just gonna be an obstacle that we are going through together. We will have more obstacle to go thru together in future.

Sorry my love♥

2011-11-15T11:37:00.001+08:00

On my way to school now with my potassium ♥

Yesterday, something happened between me and luv. I was so afraid that something is going to change in between us. I told him everything about my past, my past with that heartless man.

My luv got so angry in text, and it makes me so worried. I have the thought of slitting myself. But that wasnt the way to solve this problem.

Its good that im frank towards luv, cause I know, if he found out the truth himself, i will be dead. So why not telling him the truth now.

Now, me and luv is perfectly fine. We still meet up and head to school together, we still talk on phone, we still text, we still give each other faces. And I love giving him those innocent faces, and he will say 'you look so cute, can dont give me such faces or not?'

All I can say is, this little boy mine is super sweet♥ and he shall really be my last one. Im going to hold onto him real tight. Cause he is really awesome♥♥♥♥♥

♥,
Rj.

Sunday = Family♥

2011-11-13T20:03:00.000+08:00

Parkway Parade

Grandma came over to my house.

She tried to wake me up, cause it's like 11am. Woke up, look at her, and went back to sleep again. That's what I always do when I'm home and there's no school. Just sleep my day off :P

Ended up I woke up at 1pm I think, prepared and head out to Parkway Parade with Mom and grandma to find my uncle. Then we went to have a walk around the mall while my uncle help us to mend our shoe :)

Headed home around 6pm, and went for a walk at CSM with Mom. Went shopping with her, and everything is a bomb! Bought her a bracelet and a pair of shoe, myself a top and a jumper. AND IT COST ME $400 :'( Brokegirl93 now :'(

♥,

Rj.

Saturday with luv♥

2011-11-12T21:11:00.000+08:00

Nomnomnomnomnom

Send Dad to airport at 5 in the morning!

He left and went to china. Stayed at airport until 9am, and trained back home. Went to Lavender to accompany Mom and Bro to consult their doctor. Headed home aftermath while Bro went to work. Slept from 11am to 3pm. Mom was out when I was asleep.

When I'm awake, contacted luv♥ and I am craving for McDonalds. We met up for McDonalds ♥ Thanks that little slut for accompanying me♥♥♥♥♥ After lunching, went over to Richman(luv's brother)'s house. Lepak there till around 6.30 and he walked me home, which is only a few blocks away.

Headed over to the event with mom, took food and went back home. Then I had to go over to POSB to transfer money to Bev. Called my luv to accompany again♥♥♥ Thanks little slut♥ You're loved by me. And you know that.♥♥♥

He sent me home again. I swear this little slut is super sweet, love him super much♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥,

Rj.

11.11.11♥11:11:11

2011-11-11T23:32:00.000+08:00

You are the apple of my eye ♥

School as usual.

And I'm not very late to meet my Potassium(K) today. Took bus to school, like finally! Heheheh, 2 days of cabbing is killing him, I'm sorry! Sorry that I burnt your pocket :'( Especially my stupid illness that burnt your pocket like free, my apology.

Was a little later then 9.15am, but lucky teacher haven't mark attendance, so we are still counted early :) NMMAPP lesson, did the little project with Rasyiqah and Hafsa. Finished it in a very short period of time. And i love it. Chop-chop swee-swee (Y)

Telsys lecture, didn't bring book, but I went for the lecture and listen to the teacher to teach. Gonna lend notes from my dearest Rasyiqah to copy♥

When the clock strikes 12noon, went off with Potassium♥ Took 518 outside school to Cathay. Bought our tickets for "You are the apple of my eyes" He wanted to eat Astons, but super long queue. Then walked to Popeyes, but I don't want. I suggest to have Cup noodles instead :P

The time when we are having cup noodles was super epic. We're like so pathetic, have to eat cup noodles, cause we're both broke. Much fun though :) It's always awesome to have a partner who is willing to do silly stuffs with! ♥ Now I've found one who is so awesome!

Watched the show, and this show is freaking awesome! Rate it ***** out of ***** Super hilarious, touching and awesome!♥ Having those epic scenes which makes me feel so awkward, cause that boy thought I wanted to watch this movie because of that scene! D: Not good not good :'(

After movie, we went over to Aq to find his friend :) Headed home at 7pm, cause gonna have dinner with family.

To conclude this special day, I'd much fun with my little cute irritating horny stupid dumb slut POTASSIUM♥ And now, HE'S MINE!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥,

Rj.