Rjellybeano.

I'm there when you walk away.

When I heard about that stuff from $%^, my heart had dropped into a deep deep well. Heard that when &*( is sick, !@# gave her medi oil. I've already gone mad! I cannot face &*( just because of !@#. I'm afraid that &*( may fall for !@# and I'm totally crazy! Cried during guides somemore! Told $%^ about it and $%^ came and find me. {:} saw me and ask me what happened and I tried to keep it to myself.

Why when &*( is sick !@# will give &*( medi oil, and when I'm sick !@# didn't give me any? say its concident and I believe it. I really don't know what to say about it. Really depressed about !@# and &*( Rwars!

Now !@# has tell me how !@# feels. And so !@# and I was separated ): I've no idea whether I should feel sad? Cause I've the feeling that !@# and I will be separated. So I think its time for me to face the fact (: I'll put on a smile and face it. But still, I love you. I'll wait, wait till fate that brought us back together! Hahas.

I know people will thinks that I'm faking a smile. But I'm really fine.

Labels: I still love you so.

POSTED BY RuiJia. ON Friday, 27 March 2009 @ 20:48