Rjellybeano.

Just not right!

Oh no, I'm super confused. I don't know what to do now. Things aren't going well, my health is going weird too :( Headaches are like making me going crazy!

I'm wondering, who can save me out of all this. I'm really exhausted. I can only take those drugs to cure my stressness. Not those which makes me high, but those which cure sickness :* I'm really tired, I remember there is once a friend told me that taking estacy can kills. I wants to try, but I know it won't help. It'll only make those people around me worry. It'll only be worst, cause once they worry, I'll think more ._.

I'm tired of thinking of things that is unnecessary. It makes my head to ache again. Sigh! Tired, really tired. If only there is one kind of drug that could makes me forget everything. So I won't suffer from headache anymore :)

Can I say I feel like dying? Can I say I feel like committing suicide? I'd enough of everything. Knowing the facts are horrible, I realised I can't take facts as facts are very unreal. Laughs!

POSTED BY RuiJia. ON Friday, 10 July 2009 @ 11:11