Took leave for yesterday, cause I really feel very horrible. Neck aching, throat drying, lips peeling, head spinning, fever running. Oh man! I'd enough of all this nonsensical thing. What's wrong with my stupid body? Forget it, I'm sick already. What to do?

So a little post just for you.

Thanks for being there when I need you.

Thanks for being there when I need entertainment.

Thanks for being there when I want to complain things to.

Thanks for being there when I want to go out and do something stupid.

Thanks for those nonsense when I'm down.

Thanks for those acts that makes me laugh.

Thanks for those embarrassing acts.

Thanks for the things that you've done for me :)

Thanks for letting me listening to all the songs you'd in your phone and make me jealous :/

Thanks for the outings spent together.

Remember our next outing okay?

By then we're both Sixteen :>

Excited? But I'm not in Sg during our birthday :(

No worries, we can celebrate after I come back :]

Pool + NC16 shows = No more worries of checking identity :D

More outing for us for sure :)

Changed our movie to Astro boy. Laughs! The show was quite good :) Rating : 4/5 You're still encouraged to watch the movie :> After movie, accompany T to get his dinner at Subway. Then we bused from Vivo back home :/

Work today was great :) And all thanks to that sicko for his nonsense :B

Out with my loves to Marina Barrage :) Went there to fly kite, to play captain ball, to play level up. Time might be short, but its enough :) We manage to laugh, to joke, to rest, to complain about how dirty our legs are, to compare who gets tanned. Lunched at Just Noodle, so bloated till I could hardly walk. Lol! Home sweet home after that.

Thanks for being there for me when I need someone to talk to. I may not tell you everything, but sooner or later, I'll just confess everything to you :) My life is already meant of be like this, so I guess its hard to change :B I'll get all this things done as soon as possible, I'll get settled down very soon. No worries okay, take care of yourself when you're working. Loves!

You tagged me in Korea! Faster come back with my presents okay? If no present, I won't talk to you for sure :B I want to get my present as soon as possible.

I shall clear my wardrobe some day, need to get rid some of my clothes, my accessories. If I found things that are brand new, I shall sell it. Can clear stock and earn $$. *Giggle* Shall go off now, nights sweets!

Back to today's life, woke up at 5 in the morning. There will be a meteor showers seen in Singapore. Walked over to Farrer Park Field, stand there for an hour, I manage to see something that slide across the sky. Brother says that it is a meteor, but I insist it is not. But who knows whether it is or not? Laughs!

Worked from 4.30 to 7. Had a downpour when I alight Amk train, walked a big big round to the bus stop just not to be wet. But I'm still in the drench. Every night I'll spend an hour to bus from Amk back home.

Problems is coming up one by one, I don't know whether its because I'm thinking too much. Or it had already happened. I'm so f`ed up with all these. I get so pissed off! How I wish I could get bang by a car and die. How I wish I could get struck by a lightning and die. How I wish I could eat bottles of sleeping pills and die in sleep. I'm tired, really very tired. Tired of everything, when will all this stop? A second? A hour? A day? A month? A year? A century? Or it'll just live on with me?

Who can give me a hand? Who can hold me up? Who can save me out of all this? Who can accompany me all along? I don't know, I really don't know. I guess, I shall face all these my own. I guess I shall carry on with guilt and shame.

Some conflicts happened inside, shall not say about it, cause no point. No point saying it anymore, cause it is like over? Laughs! Will be going over to Marrina Barrage tomorrow for kite flying next Sunday with all my lovely mates. :) Seriously, I love them more each Sunday :B

T will be away tomorrow, he'll not be in Singapore for like 6 days? Will miss his morning greetings, his stupid messages, his nonsense which makes me giggle to myself :/ Can't send him off cause he needs to be there at 6 in the morning? I'll be sleeping for sure, unless I could wake up and give him a call before he flies. Hope he'll get to use the wireless there and at least send an email to me or whatsoever. Lastly, T, I'll miss you badly! Laughs!

Boyfriend is working very hard everyday, hope he'll get good rest. Will be meeting him soon I guess :) I'll drop by his work place if possible :B

Will be working tomorrow, so bye and nights :)

Met up with T for movie :) Wait for him at Amk for like going half an hour. While waiting, I walked the whole hub alone. How funny! He came not long after he called, but still 5 minutes of waiting outside the cinema can kills. How can he let a girl wait for him? Laughs! Watch "My girlfriend is an agent" Its a Korean show, although I don't get what they're talking, but from their subtitles, and from the other audience's laughter, I know its funny :) Rated : 5/5 and with my two thumbs up. So you're strongly encouraged to watch this show :)

After movie, accompany T to meet his friend at Dhoby as he wants to meet his friend for dinner -.- Then I trained back to Farrer and walked around at City Sq alone :) Met mummy for dinner and home sweet home :B

Recently a lot of things are happening, both good and bad things are happening. My mind is so messed up, who can save me out of these situation. I'm tired to hold on, tired to carry on, tired to know the truth, tired of everything :( If I could control everything, I won't be here typing this out. How I wish I could run away from all these, how I wish I could end my life like this, how I wish leave just like this, how I wish I could cry out loud. All these hurts me, hurts me deeply, deep into my heart.

I'm always wondering, why does a girl in her fifteen going sixteen have to suffer from all these? She have no choice but to settle everything alone, she have no one to turn to, she have no one to help her, she have no one to give her advice, she have to go alone, she have nowhere to go.

Lastly, to end this post. I've to tell you guys, I'm fine. & its 11.36pm now

Went to get the chop the stamp from school and give my bursary form to CC. Then dad send mum and me to Boon Keng. Alight and went to have my lunch. Jimmy came to find me :) Chat awhile and off he went back to school. He super funny la, shall not say. Then while waiting for Ming Hui to come, saw Noah with Hui Jun and co. N came to join me soon, while his girl go other place. Wait for Mh, and we go N's house there to collect his bag from his auntie. Trained down to Tampines and walk around while N went to CS for wangan I guess. Soon, went down to Aloha Loyang cause Mh's tuition teacher's friend helped us booked in :) Collected the keys, open the door.

RJ : Mh, I'm so excited! Slowly open the door.

MH : *Open the door* WOW!

RJ : Wa! So big lei!

MH : Our house also not that big la!

RJ and MH : *run up second floor and book the queen size bed room*

Soon, N is back with his company (Justin, Sebastian, Jax, Jun Wei, Wilson and Cynthia) :) Was pretty fun cause did some house chores, and packing. Dinner was on self again, same as last year -.- As usual, didn't eat at all. Went NTUC to get some snacks, and cab back to chalet with Mh :) HuiLi came not long after we reached. N and co came back around 11 plus after their games. Ton in the living room with Justin, Jax and Sebastian. Soon, the Js went to room. Left S and me, watch movie until 7am then go for breakfast.

Breakfast at McD, take away with Hl and Mh. Walked back like can kill me! LOL! Having gastric pain, having leg cramps, having lack of sleep. Have to walk for long hours alone will die. Stupid S, say he cabbed back! Roars! Breakfast > Sleep > Swim > Rest > Heart to heart talk with Mh > BBQ. Send Mh to Pasir Ris cause she needs to fetch Hh lo. E-hub for arcade :) Had some problems outside the chalet, how embarrassing. Settled down very soon. & soon, around 2am, I finally get to sleep :)

Wake up at 7am by don't know what. Washed up, off we go! Booked out and walked out to Pasir Ris. Bid goodbye to friends and trained home. Washed up again and off I went for work. Joke! First day of work is GREAT! So fun :)

Sorry hikes, I've to cancel the registration of the amazing race. Cause its very troublesome as it needs the parent's approval, due to our age. My apologies, I can confirm that we can meet up on that day and have other events :) Like going Marina Barrage / Movie / Dinner / Hike etc. Confirm can meet out, but can only meet only on weekends or Dec.