Breakfast with my grandparents at Chinatown on Sunday. Home > Tidy my clothes > Rest.

Dine at Suntec on Monday, a Japanese Buffet Restaurant with Mummy, Brother and his girlfriend. Saw JiaJie there, was not confirmed until he messaged me. Wanted to go for a round of arcade, but who knows, it closed the shop at around 9 plus. 857 home with mummy while Brother send sister home :

Home as usual. Will be going out for movie with Brother later :) Not sure what to watch. Actually wanted to ask Yen to go, but she watched almost all the movies that are showing now. So find brother instead :> Will go for rounds of Jubeat before going in :B

Gosh, ever since the first time I played Jubeat during Best's chalet, I got so addicted to it! Go arcade means must have Jubeat, if not I don't want go. All thanks for Best and co, for the psycho. Ha!

Breakfast + Lunch = Albert Court.

Met W on bus 857 as usual, bus down to Suntec to meet Sy and Jw. This year, get to celebrate Christmas with them. Last year I spent it with my Sfaco mates in Beijing, so didn't join them. Was rather boring this year, walked around Marina Sq and Suntec and do nothing. Just don't have the feeling of Christmas, and have no idea why. Only the 4 of us met up, Jh went to Bevin's party, while Brandon was overseas and Ron was working.

Suntec > Arcade > Marina Sq > Subway > Arcade > Bowling > Suntec > Arcade > Home. Was revolving in City Hall, and that's all I can say.

Will be staying home and rot for another day :) Jimmy will not be free tomorrow as he'll be working. Wanted to find people to go out with me, but it's so last minute. Who will be free and go out with me? Unless someone ask me out :)

When can I fly out again? Fly out of this place and be free? I've settle the things, and now who should I approach? I don't want to stay at home on the eve! Who would be free for me, just a day? I've made up my mind, I shall spend it with mummy. But if you need someone to go out with, give me a call!

Time check : 11.05pm

Its raining now, and it seems as though its reflecting my feeling, my mood. I guess someday, this feeling will just fade away. Someday, I'm not going to feel so horrible anymore. Someday, everything will change. And someday, I'll never going to face you.

When will this day come, I really don't know? Is it tomorrow or is it just the very next minute? I'm tired of this kind of life, tired of being torturing. When can all this stop? Its really very heart breaking. Just hope when I wake up tomorrow, everything will end :)

Can someone just slap me and wake my mind up. No point talking all those theories to me, cause it don't help. I told myself to give up, but something just keeps me holding on to it. What's wrong with me? I must be crazy man! Why am I so crazy over this retarded?

After a night chatting with Jimmy, he drill some sense into me.

He is a good example for me, he is in a same situation as me too :)

He told me what to do, he thought me how to think.

Thanks to him, I'm feeling better now.

I guess I'll not going to think that much.

I've been suffering from insomnia, I can't sleep unless I've finish thinking.

The problem came to me all night, and I've not think of a solution yet!

Can some one save me out?

Can some one pull me out?

Will he be the one?

Well, all I can say is to let time, fate and nature to decide :>

Woke up and get prepared to go school at 2pm. Was so nervous in my heart, yet I keep telling my friends that I want faster get results and get home to sleep. Its my turn to get my results, sat down on the chair in front of Ms. Tan, she hand me my result slip. Count the marks over and over again, and I confirm the results is fourteen, yes 14!

Headed home with Best (Noah), and he wait for me while I change. Trained down to Ps, and I wait for him to get changed. Then off we went to arcade for Jubeat session, actually wanted to ask Hub (HuiLi) But she says she is tired, so she didn't follow us. Best went off first as he needs to rush off to his work place, while I continue to play. Leave the arcade around 5.30pm, and headed home.

Breakfast with family at Chinatown. Get myself a pair of flats, and a pair of heels. Mum paid for the flats and my brother paid half of my heels :) Love them to the max! Walk around and trained home :)

Late afternoon, bus down to Suntec to meet Best, and friends (Jax, Justin, Sebastian, Leon, Bryan, Ben and An Kang) Wait for them till they finish their games, Raycity. We walked over to Bugis and to Iluma. Hanged there for almost an hour just for Best. Then went to eat wanton noodle for dinner. Looked at the others eat while I rot there.

After dinner, crossed over to Junction and down to arcade for Jubeat session. Stayed in the arcade for 2 solid hours, I can say going to arcade is really a waste of time :B But get to play games, so its worth it :/ After Jubeat, walked over to Bugis Street as S wants to get his Iphone a new cover :) Told him to get at Suntec, he don't want. Wasted ten minutes there, waiting for him. Laughs! I got so pissed when they're talking about what transport to take home, so I just walk away ALONE. Laughs! A girl walk home alone, was great :) Lucky JosephT was free, so ask him to chat with me till I reach home :B How sweet is he! Laughs!

Homed > Bathe > Online to discuss about the chalet games with Monique :) Webcam with J too, he says I've slim down :B Happy! Offline > Lay on the bed > Text with Jimmy about his r/s life and mine. Text with him till 3am, and I fall asleep.

Stay at home to rot for the whole day.

Shedding tears for you is a waste, I won't shed a single tear for you.

Cause its not the end yet, more is coming up.

Time check : 5.58pm

Evening time walked over to Fp to pass Bevin her clothes :) Gave her a bear as a christmas gift. Laughs! She was like "Why got bear?" After that home for cleaning again :) A day at home isn't really that bad, cause don't have to go out to waste money. Laughs! Mum was right, go out = $$ gone. Laughs!

T was in camp now, but it seems to rain everyday. Guess he'd a hard time there, or maybe he's having lot of fun with his cell mates :) Saw his fb, saw so many new photos. All is with his friends, means he went out very often. Good for him :> Should be meeting him when he's back, should I? Should I not? No idea too. Laughs!

Will be getting results on Friday. What if I didn't pass? Hopefully I get the results I yearn for. If not I guess I'll really cry and shut myself in the room for weeks. If I didn't pick up calls, means I didn't get good results :/ So, shall see how. Hope everyone including me could get the result we want.

For you info, I'm not pointing middle finger.

Blow the candle :O

Wishing upon a star

Family Photo in Ah Yat.

Jump Shot in World Club Room.

Family Photo in World Club Room.

Shocking look.

Strong with Timid.

Cheesy!

White Christmas with Mum.

White Christmas with Sis.

Photo Shot.

Peace @ Pizza Hut.

Christmas outside First World.

Space Shot with Sis.

Won our bears in this store with these people.

Retarded look with Bro.

Stupid look with Bro.

Chinese Yo-yo with clown.

Aren't they sweet?

Pirate Ship with Bro and Sis.

Motion Master with Bro and Sis.

Breakfast :)

Breakfast :>

This guy freak me out!

Time passes very fast, and its going to be a month since we first met.

Things starts to change within us, I guess.

But I know something won't change within us,

which is the promise we'd made within each other.

Please remember what you've promised :)

Although things around us are changing,

but we're still as close as we used to be.

When I come back, I'll meet you up for sure.

That's my promise to you :>

Tomorrow you're having BBQ.

Remember to drink lots and lots of water okay?

Later your sore throat go and find you again.

I shall list out the events coming up for us.

I've to thanks Nikko Lee for brightening up my day. He is definitely a joker, and I'll definitely miss him a lot (as a friend) He used to call me "black woman" cause I always wear a black jacket to work. Finally he changed and call me "jie jie" today. Weird! But he cute, kind, and friendly :)

And my work place is like having winter everyday. Its so cold there, if I forgot to bring jacket, I'll die for sure. I'll cold to death :B I love the aunties there, cause they brew tea for me everyday :) How sweet of them. I love my colleagues, cause they're so lovely :) I love my boss, cause she's good :) IN OTHER WORDS, I LOVE MY WORKPLACE!

Although the pay isn't good, but the working time is great.

Although its tiring, but its enjoyable.

Although its quite far, but I still love it.

Has! I know I won't be in S'pore on my birthday. But to people who wants to celebrate with me, you still can meet me when I'm back. I don't mind a belated birthday celebration :/ I'm booked on the Christmas period I guess by Ah T. But I guess I'll be asking friends along :)

I miss Ah T! (He ask me to post this)

Ps. Its gonna be 8 months for me and B.