Thinking back of last year, it's rather a great yet hurtful year. Great cause I found a good good guy, cause I've fun in chalets, cause I did great in N levels and of course, there is a lot more :) Hurtful cause of relationship, cause of friendship, cause of studies, and etc. Noah's chalet was a joke, a very very funny joke. A best joke of the year man! Ha. Think of it, I'll laugh at myself, laugh at the things that are happening.

Suppose to meet Monique at 8.50am but as usual, I'm late. Reached there at 9.00am, walked to our practice room and print scores. Wait for the cupboard to be opened, print the scores like there is no tomorrow. Spent around 1 solid hours just on printing the scores in the office. Went up to 5th floor for sectional, get a new mate and she is Jia Xin (?) She don't looks like she is younger than me, she looks just the same age as us. I mean yeah, that's how Monique and I think. Jx thinks M and I is only sec 3 this year.

Had combine section, was really proud to hear our orchestra having improvement after each practices on Sunday :) Lunched at restaurant near our practice room, $6 for a plate of fried noodle. Was so bloated after eating 3/4 of the plate. Headed home > Nap from 3 to 5 > Study > Blogging.

Walked around Plaza and Cy had a dinner at Mac which we already had on Friday. She likes it, I've nothing to do too. "It's Complicated" is a hilarious show, it's content was great. I just can't refrain myself from laughing my lungs out. After movie, went to arcade to find Bryan and co for a minute I guess. Accompany Cy home, planned to meet Bee. He agreed, but in the end, something happened so he can't meet. Was so pissed off at first, but I still forgive and forget :)

School today was great :) This is the FIRST time, in my whole Secondary school life pass my 2.4km run in the first trail. How amazing! Tomorrow will be going to Discovery Center :) This will be my 5th year going there without fail.

I thought I've made my decision, but why the problem came back to me again? It's really very hard to solve, I really don't know what to do! Ask Best, MummyMH to help, but it seems to be useless. Esp the advise Best gave was nonsense, ha! I told myself to let go, but I simply can't get rid of it. It just linger in my mind and keeps me think of it. I can't concentrate myself in school, how I wish whenever I look into my phone, I saw his name appear. But I know it'll never happen forever!

My life isn't meant to be like this, it's torturing! I took so much courage to confess, but what I get was ignorance. Forget it, since this is meant to be like this, so be it. I just can't care so much! All I want is the care that I once received, even a message a day will do. Why time can change so many things?

Time changes human's appearance, changes human's attitude, changes human's feeling, it breaks a heart, it mends a broken heart, it solved problems, it creates trouble. Time isn't as simple as we think, it's like a magic, it changes this and that. Hope it will help me to achieve what I want :)

Will be visiting Tp tomorrow with school :) It's a open house, so yeah. Might me choosing Tp / Nyp / Sp to get my diploma. May take nursing / engineering / design / aerospace / something about eye care. Shall really settle down and thing of my future than to think of those nonsense :) Anyway, got to go now. Ciao!

Woke up early, without any alarm clocks or calls from parents. Miracle yeah? Bread for breakfast, made by my lovely Brother *Ahem* Dad is so kind and he offered himself to send us down to Tiong Bahru for the Tupperware Exhibit at the Red House(?) Picked Sister up at her work place. Reached there, the museum hall is closed! Wasted time to get down, called the number given on the invitation card, they say its open -.- Changed plan and walked over to Maxwell Food Court for Lunch, Chicken Rice with a cup of Grass Jelly Soya Bean was great :)

Dad called and says he wants to visit grandpa, so he came to fetch us. He dropped Brother, Sister (Brother's gf) and me at Outram MRT. We trained down to Plaza as our movie is starting soon, rushed over and the movie had started a little. Movie isn't that bad, was funny in all ways and they're adorable :) I rate this movie 4/5 After movie, a round of Jubeat while my siblings went to play their games.

Rush back home, wash up for the dinner. Make sure that I've brought everything to chalet. And we (Brother, Sister, Mummy) cabbed down to the restaurant :) The food is so savory, and I feel so stuffed! After dinner, Dad sent me to Lavender MRT and I trained down alone without music and battery is low.

Met DaddieK at Pasir Ris with his friends :B Planned to meet best and co but sadly, not fated to meet. Hee! Walked from MRT to downtown. Downtown is seriously crowded with humans, everybody had a can of spray in their hands. Almost got sprayed, lucky I made a break at the right time and hold onto By's shoulder. Reached chalet > Rest > Game > Bathe > Meeting > Gossip > Crazy > Sleep at 4 in the morning. Thanks to DaddieK for waking me up at 5.30am just to ask me to open door for him to take his belonging. Went back to sleep again.

Alarm at 9.30am, dragged myself up from the bed. Washed up > Breakfast @ McD. And guess what? I saw KAI SHUN there -.- Was so unfortunate la! And he's stupid enough for me to trick him, his words really makes me laugh like one kind. I seriously don't understand what's wrong with his mind? Ha!

Back to chalet and played a game lead by YunQi. She have to make actions and let us guess what songs she is listening to through ear phone. Was so hilarious till I laugh like one who suffer from mental problem. After that went for amazing race, lead by DaoHan and me :) My group was restless at first, but after my words, they became so energetic. So happy! DaoHan's group have lots of trouble, I guess he'd a hard time. The amazing race was rather a GREAT one :) With our ideas put in, I laugh at so many things man!

After amazing race, all of us are tired. So we cool down in chalet, prepared our food for barbecue. And soon, we get the fire rolling! It's a good job, cause the fire was big. Start off by barbecuing Chicken Wings :) Its so delicious that I ate a lot. Played with BabyC and off I went for a second round - SATAY!

After all those food stuffed inside my stomach, we put out the fire. And rest inside chalet, while some people starts to leave. Packed up > Room to listen music with Yq and Moni > Cam-whore > Crazy > Imitating other mates > Ask the others to join imitating. Was rather a great night! Washed up with Yq, and starts to have meeting downstairs. Was so tired till I almost slept on the ground -.- Before we sleep, had gossips session. Up the room and lay on the bed > A few laughter and off we went to our own land.

Woke up at 8.30am, washed up > packed up > tidy up > book out > train home. Reached home, and out I went for breakfast with parents. And Dad sent Mummy and I to SGH to visit grandpa, doze off in his cab :/

What should I eat for dinner? This makes me so stressed up everyday!