Reached home > Changed > On comp. Chat with Carmen and Sinee :) Realised that the two of them had not had dinner, so we planned to meet up for dinner @ Adam's Corner.

Changed > Bus down > Met them > Prata > B-mall > Fitness Corner near Towner. Chat`d, crap`d, laugh`d, jump`d, gossip`d, photos and some lips singing videos :)

Dad came to fetch me home after his dinner :)

Ps. Photos and Videos are not with me.

Am going to consult doctor with Mom first before meeting them :D

Am going to have fun with them :DD

The following post may cause you to feel uncomfortable and may cause you to have goosebumps. So be prepared :D

Love, the owner.

Just to let you know what you're the one who makes me cried the most, 'cos you've made me cried twice for you D: First time was when we're in Secondary 2, second time was in Secondary 4.

I cried for you in Secondary 2 is because that you wants to give up to someone whom I guess you hardly know. And 'cos of that, you gave up on me! IDIOT YOU KNOW!

I cried for you in Secondary 4 'cos you're super close with a 小妹妹 instead of me. You cared for her more than you cared for me! I was totally stunt, and I cried outside the girls toilet D:

But still I'll keep the time we spent in Zoo and Night Safari in my mind always :D Hope you're doing fine in your school now :) Do meet up soon alright?

Love, your ex-girlfriend.

I doubt you'll be coming to my blog to read about my life anymore, but I'm still going to write this out to let the future me to know about you.

This guy, whom I actually know since Secondary 1, but didn't really talk to him at all. Maybe for once or twice about the Olympus Committee stuffs.

Manage to talk to him only in Secondary 2, when I'm with Marcus Say Kurt Ming :D I talked to him because I don't know what to talk about, and I don't wish to talk to M that's why. So text`d with him all the way from Bk to E's previous house for Ronald's birthday.

After me and M broke up, we didn't manage to talk at ALL! I find it funny but I'm still gonna say this out :) It happens in Secondary 3.

Cause my Chinese class happens to be in your class, and so coincidently, I'm using your table for Chinese class. I didn't know it, but I happens to write a "HI" on your table. I didn't expect anyone to reply, but the next Chinese lesson, I saw a "HI" written back by someone. I still remember the next question I ask was :"Who are you?" And you eventually replied "IAN." I was like WOW, and we started to chat on your table. Thus, a TABLE MSN is created by US :)

I'm pretty excited when I'm going for Chinese lesson, cause I can see what you reply :) I guess if I didn't erase away the front part of the conversation, I don't think that the whole table is enough for us to finish our conversation. I do enjoy these times with you, with this Table MSN.

After Secondary 3, as usual, didn't contact again. I still remember when I cried outside the Girl's toilet, you're the one who came and talk to me, asked me what happened. I didn't expect anyone to appear and console me. I avoided you at that time, so you went off.

That night, you text`d me and asked what happened. I spill out everything and asked you what you're doing, you said you're drinking, so what I can say is "Don't drink too much, later drunk/headache"

I still remember the next day when you replied, I said "See la, who ask you drink so much" I don't know what's wrong, but I feel like I'm caring for you. Thus, we started to text each other all day and night. From the morning, to the night, from good morning, to goodnight.

Can you stop relapsing as and when you like? You're irritating me! Whenever I doesn't want you to attack, you came attacking me like free flow. I HATE IT, in fact, I HATE YOU!

Sometimes, I just wish that when you relapse, I should must as well bang myself into the wall just to GET RID of you!!! I'd enough of you man, you're the worst companion I ever had! But sometimes, without you, I don't get cared by others :D LOL!

I realised I very long didn't fall sick, but I guess my sickness doesn't really includes DIZZINESS :> If one day, I happens to faint in the middle of nowhere, please send me to the HOSPITAL :> and ask the doctor to give me a FULL BODY CHECK UP! Cause I feel some internal pain sometime :)

With "Love", me.

Was rather awkward cause we don't have much common topic to talk about. I kept quiet throughout the whole outing, and E keep asking to me talk. I only replied her in less than 5 words :B Feeling so bad!

Lunch`d at Coffee Club, had Chicken and Ham Bake Rice(?) Gossiped about the other Primary school friends and their siblings. After lunch, went to Fep to walk :> Spent an hour there and headed down to Ion, another hour spent there and we headed home :>

A grew so much higher, she makes a good model :> I like her style! How I wish I can be her, but I know I can't :<>

Had Swee Choon Dim Sum with Mom :> Deliciouso, and the price is reasonable, not too expensive nor cheap :> Gonna bring my Momma(SINEE) to try it some day :>

I know what you are not reading my blog, but I'll still posting this up to remind myself about you, this 10years of friendships and still counting on :>

Throughout this 10 years, we've gone through a lot of ups and downs, though there's time we've been not contacting each other, though there's time when we're super close like glue, though we're together for like a few months in Primary 6 and Secondary 1. But still, we're still close :>

Well, hope you're going well with your girlfriend :> Hopefully we can get the same part time job after we graduated, so we can get much closer and stay close forever! ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR 'O' LEVEL THIS YEAR :> ALL THE BEST IN OUR FRIENDSHIPS :>

After studying for maybe like half an hour, V texted me and ask whether wanna celebrate A's birthday. So I say anything, went to get prepared. Get her present at MiniBits, spent like another half an hour there to choose presents for her.

Was there waiting for the others to arrive, walk around for an hour. Up and down the mall, then V says she's reaching soon. Ran up to BBQ Chicken to look for seats, got 3 balloons and hide ourselves. Then after A and B settle down, E, V and I went to surprise her.

E left after she said "Happy Birthday" to A cause she needs to meet her Brother. Then we settled down, and they'd their dinners there. While I wait for Mom and Brother to come :> Had a mouthful of cake and left.

Shared Pepper Lunch with Brother Sky :> Then went to NTUC to get some groceries, walked over to Sam Leong Rd to watch 歌台 :> Soon, headed home.

我想当时的我，已找到我的白马王子了吧。我不知道，他会不会是我现在想要的男人，但我知道我会过得很开心。我不知道当时的我会在那里，我不知道那时的我会长地怎样，但我相信，我还是那么得可爱。 啊哈哈哈！

我想告诉你，现在的我过得很开心，有很多很要好的朋友。我希望你还会像我跟他们问好，我希望你还会跟他们联络。现在的我先向你说声谢谢！记得要想我哦。不要老跟男朋友拍拖哦，自己也要和家人一起，和睦共处。

好啦，我想，如果你忘了以前的你做过什么，你可以看回以前的日记。

爱，17岁的瑞佳。

谢谢你当初做出的事，要不是因为那件事，我想，我还会犯下根大的错误。要不是你，我想我不会悔改。我想你已忘了当初犯下了什么错误吧。就让我好好地告诉你吧。

还记得愚人节那天吗？3位前男友船简讯给你，问你想不相复合，但当时的你知道是愚人节的一个玩笑，便答应了。但你万万没想到，事情会变得那么残忍。因为你的“无知”，还得你失去朋友，失去自我，得到的是别人的眼光。因为你的“无知”，还得你自己要忍受那些可怕的眼光。因为你的“无知”，让很多人恨你，恨你到底。

时间慢慢的流失，留言也慢慢的消失。但那还是改不了那些人所对我的想法。慢慢的，我也不去理睬他们的眼光，跟不会理睬他们在我背后所作的一切。因为当时的我已走出那个最艰难的一关。

不管怎么样，我还是要谢谢你当初的“无知”让我发现自己的错误。反省之后，我终于明白你当初的做法。你想让我知道，我不能贪心，虽然你知道自己在做什么，在别人的眼里，是错的。

14岁的瑞佳，我很想你！如果时间能回转，我会像回到当初，抱着你，陪你度过最难过的那一关。

爱，17岁的瑞佳