2010 is a meaningful year to me. I learnt how to grow alone, I learnt how to survive without a boyfriend, I learnt how to walk thru all ups and downs by myself.

January 2010, I welcome this year with a boyfriend. Even though this doesn't work real well for us, but we still managed to walked thru. On his birthday, 31 January, I'm supposed to meet him. But I aren't able to get out, due to my parents. So I could only celebrate with him thru text. And what I received from him is a break up message. The typing was harsh, it's clear that he wants a break up. Thus, a 9months relationship ended up because of my acts.

February 2010, A new start of my single life. Was not really used to it, as in, no messages all day long. But I'm adapting to it, when all my friends around me. Nothing much actually happened for the month of February.

March 2010, A guy, Bryan, came texting with me. We texted each other all day long, trying to know each other better. Had Common Test.

April 2010 - September 2010, Nothing much happen.

October 2010 - November 2010, Prelims and O level Periods.

December 2010, Had much events happened at this month. Chewyen's birthday, my birthday, Jiawei's birthday, Chirstmas, Outings, New Year. There's just too much things happening. Attend all events and it exhausts me. But still, I still enjoy being with them ♥ Thanks for the celebration with the girls, this is the first time I had celebration with friends :D Though it wasn't a really good one, but still I appreciate them ♥

This is all that happened in 2010, things comes, things goes. Friendships comes and friendships goes. Same goes with Love, it comes and it goes. I'm not going to hold on much on 2010 anymore. Cause I'm just going to let go and bury them in the deepest part of me, and keep them in memory.

Since a new year is arriving, I guess all of us should let go of what we used to hate, and move on. No point holding on to something that will cause pain in us, no point holding on to something that will make us cry. Just let them go, go with 2010.

In 2011, we should all be happy and live a new life.

♥,

Rj.

Went for brunch at Tiong Bahru area, a restaurant. The food was quite reasonable and the price is affordable.

Then went to Cineleisure to catch a movie with Brother, cause he've got free tickets for that movie :D The show is "Go Find A Psychics" Well, I rate this show 3/5 Not really very nice though. Brother slept in the movie :/

Met Mommy at Serangoon and went to design the cake, Mommy walk away while we design the cake :D Spent like 30 minutes there to design and headed back.

Rushed back home and change and headed out again. Went for my swimming course, while Brother went swimming there. The lesson isn't that tough as I thought, still manageable :D I'll definitely attend till I grad from it :D

♥,

Rj

Went Dad's friend's house for dinner. The dinner was awesome :D Gift exchange wasn't really that good, cause we get a deck of Monopoly Deal, a towel and a set of Hush Puppies clothing in return. But still, the whole this was alright. Though the ambience is not there.

Supposed to meet up Bryan Thia for a movie and lunch/dinner. Then this fellow suddenly change the plan and I decided not to go. So stayed at home and pack up my things :D Dinner with family, then around 10.30pm. Headed down to Orchard with Brother Sky for Christmas Countdown :)

Was texting Ian all the way, cause he's there too. But didn't went to meet him, cause I'm with Brother and he's with his friends. So Bro and I walked all the way from 313 > Cineleisure > Heeren > Lucky Plaza > Tangs > Ion > Wisma > Taka > 313 > etc and all the way down to Dhoby Ghuat.

The ambience was totally there :D I love the feeling of celebration (Y) But what I don't like was the "Ah nehs" who whistle, it's damn irritating. And there's almost a fight outside the Mandarin Oriental Gallery(?)

A group of guys are playing sprays outside i-don't-know-where had a sudden screen by CID. Best, play and got screen. Free show for all passerby and people who are eating the stalls opposite. HAHAHAHA!

Went down to Orchard with Brother to buy Mommy's Birthday Present. Got her a bracelet @ Moshimoshi. It cost us $45, and we craved her name on it :D Hope she'll like it!

While waiting for the bracelet to be collected, went Rubi @ Ion to look for shoes. Then Lucky plaza for some snacks. Headed back to collect the bracelet and headed down to NEX!

Wanted to customize the cake for mommy @ The Icing Room(?) But on the birthday day itself, we can get 4" cake for FREEE :D So we decided to wait till 30th then bring Mommy down :D

Therefore, we headed home for dinner :D

♥,

R

Gonna get myself prepared now.

I wonder how am I going to spend my Christmas Eve. Home / Out with friends / Go count down with my boyfriend (If I managed to find one before Christmas Eve)?

What about my New Year Eve? Where should I celebrate at? And who should I celebrate with?

♥,

Rj.

Accompanied her to learn how to make Glutinous Rice Kueh @ Kampong Glam CC. I've rot there for 2 solid hours, messaging, listening to musics, walking in and out the room to visit the ladies.

Supper with Swee Choon ♥ Dim Sum (Y). Am going there for supper with Mr Bendy Ho someday :D Cause he says he'll meet me and have supper @ Swee choon.

And stupid Fong Ck, cheat my feelings again and again. Always have things cock up at the last minute. I wonder when will the meet up be a succeeding one, no more failure.

One day, I'm going to go for a liposuction session :D Get rid of all those unwanted fats!

Since I don't know how to swim, I've decided to take up a swimming course. It'll start this coming Thursday :D Excited max!

♥,

Rj

Cause everything turns out to be good, almost all the seats are taken up. Only something doesn't turn out good, which is my fingers doesn't cooperate with me. Hahahaha, 2 encore songs (Jingle Bell and Doraemon) turns out to be fine. It's stupid cause Jingle Bell is the 2nd encore song and we, as the performers, shout encore by ourselves and "sabo" ourselves.

After performances, went out to look for the 3 lovely person who I asked to come. They're Jeff, Felix and Felix's cute girlfriend, Jinni :D Chat with them and Jeff handed me chocolates :) They need to leave early cause they need to book in.

Went back to help to load the instruments back to the lorry with Shiying. Well Monique left early to dine with her friends. Was rather pissed off about how they help out. Slept on the bus when we're returning back from Ucc to Foochow :D

Unload all the instruments, put my "Boyie friend" back to the store and went to dine with Shiying :D Had Pepper Lunch @ City Sq. After which, headed homie.

Ps. Seriously, I don't know when I'll be going back for practise.

Pss. Seriously, I don't like what we're in now.

Psss. Seriously, I miss the the past time we had. Those laughter and tears together.

♥,

Rj.

Had some talk with YunQi, Monique and the 扬琴 girl (I don't know how name yet :/) while we're having lunch at the Thai Restaurant just at the first floor. YunQi left and I walked the 2 girls to the Mrt and headed home.

Bought Slurpee ♥ They're using Yogi Bear's picture as their cup and it's sold at ONLY $1!

CONCERT IS TOMORROW! LIKE OH MY GOD! NERVOUS MAX! STILL CAN'T GET THAT STUPID STAGE FRIGHT SYMPTOM OFF ME D: AM GOING TO GET THAT OFF ASAP!!!!

Ps, I don't see the unity in us anymore.

Pss, I want to be back like how we used to be.

Psss, I don't mind having a bad instructor, but I mind losing all the unity in all of us!

♥,

Rj

Did some accessories like Bracelets, Necklace, Earrings and Rings out of stones / pearls / crystals and etc.

Might be doing more and open a blogshop selling accessories and maybe some clothes ♥

♥,

Rj.

Went to Ms with Mummy and Brother again. Four skin again, and that cute lil sales assistant is there ♥ I like to see him, cause he've got cute thick eyebrow ♥♥♥

Dine @ Yoshinoya. And walked to the Book Fest @ Suntec while Brother went to study @ Smu library I guess. Bought notebooks, and stationery. Saw Joanna and Joey there too! They're working while I'm shopping (Y)

The cashier assistant is not good, cause they don't know how the receipts work. Wasted 15 minutes there just to see them calculate my receipt cause I saw something unknown. Waited for bus for like 30 minutes, can't blame. Cause 857 came from Yishun.

Noah says he's there too. But I didn't see him, oh how sad. And I'm going to meet Bendy up someday for Supper @ Swee Choon ♥

♥,

Rj.

Home Stay 15122010 ♥

Accompanied Sinee to go Papilio Salon for her hair cut!

And she cut it short, like you can never imagine it!

She says we look like sisters more like that o.O

HAHAHAH! But no matter what, I still ♥ her :D

WELCOME TO THE SHORT HAIR FAMILY!!!♥

♥,

Rj

Was told to meet at Suntec, and I'm way too early. So went shopping all by myself. Wanted to look for a cardigan, but there's no CHEAP cardigan selling. So look for clothes instead in Cotton on, took clothes and try for I don't know how many times. Spotted a top and went to pay :D Only $15, cause it's on sales. HAHAHAHA! Went to the toilet and change to that top.

Feeling a bit hungry and headed to McD for food! Just received my food, found a seat, settled down, had a piece of fries and they called to ask me to head to Marina Barrage. Then I finished up my food, headed down alone AGAIN after 4 hours out there doing nothing alone.

Reached, walked along the dam and found them. Was told to find some colourful thingy and it's balloons. Tried many ways to pop them, but failed! In the end, used a pen and pop them instead. Did part of what they want me to do, then cut my cake, had some snacks and headed back to City Hall.

Wrote our wishes on the wishing balls which will be placed on the Singapore River on the last day of the year. We wrote around the whole ball and Huili came to find us. Walked around the link, thinking of where to dine. Walked to Marina Square and shop again. Entered Four skin as Sinee wants to buy slippers, but in the end, she didn't. Stayed in that shop for half an hour and off we went to Pizza Hut to dine.

After dinner, took a group photo and was asked to take a photo with a stranger in a "DARE" list from the balloons. I asked them to choose and Sinee chose that sales assistant from Four skin. So went back there and look for him and snap a photo with him. His face is like a TOMATO! Red like no body's business. But he's cute :D

Then snap more photos outside Ms's main gate. And we headed home :D Chatted with Sinee on the bus again, I swear we've got endless topics to talk about!

Dear E, please get yourself a new battery or at least bring a spare phone. Your phone always died when we're out, it's hard for us to reach you. Don't make us worry, cause there's no one who lives near you and we can't sent you home. So ya, don't make us worry anymore!!!

Lastly, THANK YOU GIRLS FOR THIS BELATED BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION ♥

♥,

Rj.

Run through the whole procedure twice, and I'm like OHMYGOD!!! Totally gone case, I don't know what am I doing. I've to buck up! I really must!

Went nex with Monique for lunch, thought of lunching at Ajisen, but it's not opened yet. So walked around and look for places for lunch. In the end, we settled down at Long John. Saw Leon (Sengyong) there working. HAHAHA! Monique says he's cute! Made my laugh for free!

Bused home after that.

♥,

Rj

Secondly, I wanna thanks those people for sending in their wishes through messages. Bevin, Chak Ka(FCK), Sin Ee, Eileen, Jimmy, Bendy, Kai Wen, Sok Shien, Wilson, Guan Liang, Jerelyn, Sister Anqi, Su Yun, Noah(Best), Redmond, Bryan. It's not in order, and hopefully I didn't miss anyone out. A big thank you for all those birthday wishes! Thank you for wasting a message and sent in your wishes! I felt all these wishes even deeper down my heart ♥♥

Thirdly, I wanna thanks SinEe for coming down to celebrate this day with me alone. She said that she can't celebrate with me, cause she've to work. So I said, it's ok. But she then texted me and say meet me on bus 857. I was rather shocked! Met her at around 3pm, board the bus, sat beside her, and she passed me a rose. I was SHOCK! And I giggle all the way man! Cannot stop giggling.

Went to Suntec > new look, she bought 2 pumps, I bought nothing > headed to Swenson for dinner, she paid all ♥ her ttm! > new look to look at my heels, bought nothing again > bus home! We spent 5 hours there, spent 3 hours in new look, 2 hours on dinner :D Even though it's just an 5 hours outing with her, I still ♥ it! Seriously, I ♥ her a lot!

Fourthly, I received my new phone :D My new Lg Optimus One P500. Still figuring on how to get it working. HAHAHAHA! Finally, get it done. Get super pissed on the four square D: But it's done :D Happy ttm!

Fifthly, I got my hair coloured! Like finally, after Seventeen years of living. Got my hair dyed :D Will upload a photo of it when the time comes :D ♥ the colour a lot :D

Well, gonna turn off my computer already. Need to turn in early, cause tomorrow still got practice. My very last sunday practice before concert on the 19th. Gosh, I'm super worried about it. Cause I went back to practice ONLY ONCE so far! Confirm die on the concert day itself. Shit! I need to buck up! Jia you RUIJIA!

Good night Sweetie pies!

♥,

Rj.

Thank you Mummy Annie for that necklace and earring from SK jewellery ♥

Thank you Daddy for that Lg Optimus One P500 and that $20 ♥

Thanks for this little little things that made me so happy!

Thanks for the birthday song at 2am in the morning!

Thanks for making this 17 years in my life worthwhile!

Though there's always conflicts at home, but it's still a place where I love to hide when I'm sad!

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! ♥ YOU FAMILY!

♥,

Rj.

Alight at Suntec Convention Hall, walked around while waiting for E to contact C. Went to New Look, and spotted heels there :D Gonna get them as soon as I get $$. After a while, went to meet E first at Just asia.

Sat there for like 15 minutes and E went to fetch C over while S and I went to look for cake. Walked around for approximately 30 minutes, and brought nothing back. We dine and catch up with each other :) I'm the one who keep eating while E and C left a lot untouched.

After dinner, wanted to bring C to Roof Terrace @ Esplanade. But S doesn't want, so we took a few more photos at the stage behind Esplanade and bus home. Catch up with S on the bus :) I'm going to plan to meet her again soon! Might be going to meet her to get the shoes we saw at New look :D HAHAHAHHA!

Sent Brother back to his camp, walked around Whitesand with Mom for 10 minutes while Dad sent Brother and his camp mates in. Have a feeling of I'm going for chalet again. Hahahahaha! After which, Dad came to fetch us and bring us with him to collect his stuffs. He then drop us at Nex and he went for work :D

Shopped around with Mom, went to SK and spent $xxx there. Walked over to Sasa and got myself eye mask @ only 3 for $5! Walked around Nex again. Hahahaha. I swear there's a lot of cute guys than City Sq. Hahaha! FCK went there for work at around 5.30pm :D Shopped at NTUC extra too, damn big. Bigger than what they have in City Sq.

I swear I'll go there more often than going to City Sq. If possible :D HAHAHAHHA!

♥,

Rj.

Was supposed to meet FCK but this stupid fellow went to repair his computer D: So in the end, didn't meet him. HAHAHA! I wonder when will I get to meet him again. HAHAHA! Maybe this coming Sunday, if possible lo. HAHAHA! He's gonna get his driving licenses next year, I guess. Can get a ride if we ever meet up next year :D Happy!!! HAHAHA!

Tonight am going to watch "Walking with Dinosaur" with Brother and Mom. Was pretty excited about it, cause the dinosaurs are of the same size of the real ones. So imagine you went back to the time where dinosaurs still exist, they're all right in front of you. Lucky Brother managed to get the tickets, if not I doubt we're able to watch it anymore.

Gonna rot at home from now till the night comes :D HAHAHA! Yesterday texted with Santa and he fall asleep, cause he claims that he've been training for the upcoming christmas. HAHAHA! Funny him!

♥,

Rj.

Chatting with Bendy too :D HAHAHA! A friend that dislike K for their pay like I do :D A friend whom I just realized I know him thru K :D A friend whom is 5 years older :D

Lunch @ Kopitiam, White sand, while waiting for Eileen to end her work and meet us. After lunch, met Eileen and off we go to chalet @ Aloha Loyang, Terrace 3. Before leaving, J had a tiff with an Indian lady. Was rather funny, shall not say it out :D

Reached chalet, put our bags in the room. Rest a while, played Monopoly deal with them. Then went to BBQ :D After food, went back to room and rest awhile. Planned to go for a movie with A and J while E go home. Asked the others whether they want to follow us, in the end, only Justin came with us.

Sent E to her doorstep and we went to catch our movie. Caught "The Next 3 Days" with A and Js :D I'll rate this movie 10/10 and with my both thumbs up! I don't mind watching it for the second time, will strongly encourage my friends to catch that movie. :D Movie starts at 11.50pm and ends at 2am.

Walked back with this 3 guys, on the way back, there is this irritating toad. Shall not say about it, cause it's really very irritating! Bathe > Monopoly Deal > Prank Justin > Laugh till soar throat > Played Monopoly Deal till 5.30am :D Wanted to sleep as A, Cal and I was tired. Steal pillows and blankets from other rooms. Others then complain why are all the pillows and blankets gone missing :/

Turned round to find a suitable spot to sleep. And crap with Cal, we then visit the "Casino" downstairs and I ask Cal to accompany to watch television. Sat in the living room for like 5 minutes and we went back to the room to lie on the bed. Finally fall asleep :D Had an one to two hours of sleep before being wake up by Justin and Zong Lun.

Slacked in the chalet while Ks and others went off first. We packed, checked all rooms, locked all doors, and went to check out. Was a little pissed off with the procedures and stuffs, and Joel quarreled with the receptionist. After all checks by the people, walked all the way out from Aloha Loyang to Downtown for breakfast @ McD.

Kaishun text me and asked me whether I want to go WWW with him. I let Joel text with him while I had my breakfast. Was rather pissed with what Kaishun is doing. He's damn irritating, I cannot tolerate!

Went to E-hub, wanted to go LAN, but not open yet. Then thought of going pool, but Cal don't want. Lastly, we settled down at arcade. Went separate ways to play our games :D Used up all the credits I have in my card. Arcade > Yogurt > Bid goodbye to Cal as he cab home > Bus down to interchange > Bid goodbye to Justin as he take another bus.

So A and Joel took the same bus with me :D Was asleep from interchange to Geylang, if I'm not wrong. But was awake for no reasons, maybe to check where am I. A and J alight at BoonKeng area while I alight at City Sq area. Walked back alone with the accompany of my music.

Home > Bathe > Nap from 5 to 8pm > Dinner > Rest > Sleep. Was texting with Ian all the way, and we're betting who will fall asleep first, and I WIN!!!! HAHAHAHHA! What a good plan to end the day, cause I'm seriously way too tired :D But really had fun with the guys! Thought it'll be broing, but I do really enjoy the time with them :>

♥,

Rj.