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| The face I got when I'm worrying about you! |
You're not able to make it to school today.
Messaged with you from morning when I just woke up, and I felt loved. But we are so far apart from each other, you're there waiting for your IO, when I'm in school waiting for lessons to end. We still managed to text each other no matter what, you keep thinking so pessimistic about your case, which makes me freaking worry! Not very good about it baby. NOT GOOD!
I keep telling myself that nothing will happen to you, I keep telling you that too. But you keep changing my mindset with your stupid thinking. And it leads me to tear in school. LIKE IN SCHOOL!
During my break, you starts to go missing. No replies from you, and that makes me super duper ultra god damn freaking worried about you! And I ended up tearing in Short Circuit! Tracy saw, and she walked over to talk to me. She asked me not to be worried, I said "How to not worry? If kena charged, he might be gone for years." She tried to comfort me, and she tried real hard.
I wiped off my tears, and continued with my lunch. Went to get A1 opposite school, Mango Ice Blend. Not very nice though :/ But it's like $1 only, so why not :)
Went back for psychology tutorial, and throughout the whole 2 hours of tutorial, I'm like
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Do you know how worried I am when you went missing for 4 hours. No messages, no replies, no news of you! What comes into my mind are "WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?!", "WHERE HAVE YOU GO?!", "WHAT DID THEY DO TO YOU?!", "WILL YOU BE LOCKED TILL FRIDAY?!", "WHEN WILL I RECEIVE A NEWS FROM YOU?!", "WHAT'S YOUR MOM'S NUMBER?!", "WHAT'S HAPPENING?!!!!"
After tutorial, went to find Nicholas and have break together with Dalton and Joanne. Went library, and I start to revise my psychology notes, since I missed lesson last week, so I better revise them. I kept myself occupied, so I won't think so much about you. I don't want my mind to go wild worrying about you! When I napped on the table, I'm so worried till what came into my mind is still you. And I shivered when the library is not cold at all.
Woke up, and noticed that I've received a message from you! DO YOU KNOW HOW HAPPY I AM TO RECEIVE THAT MESSAGE? Even though it's a message is simple and short, but it still meant a lot when I worried like shit!
Lecture with Nicholas, Bx and Giovanne as usual. And as usual, I don't understand what the lecturer is trying to say.
Out of lecture, and you are there waiting for me already♥ You passed me a set of paper, read it, and sighed. Because of what you've said, I teared again. From outside Business school, till mushroom, till bus stop. Stopped my tears, but when you walked away for a break. The tears rolled while my mind go wild 
You wiped them away, and they stopped again. On the whole bus ride home, the songs you played, made them rolled again. Let me tell you, throughout the whole bus ride home, I'M TEARING! Every seconds of the bus ride, my tears didn't stop at all. Not once, not a second.
You accompanied me to Post Office to collect my parcel, but sadly they knocked off already. So we went to have a walk. A long walk. A big round around our area. An hour for you. You tried very hard to make me hate you, you tried very hard to make me let go of you, you tried very hard to get rid of me. But Baby, let me tell you, I won't let go of my hands now, I won't hate you now, I won't let you have the chance to let go of me now. I know that you don't want me to wait for you (if you really have to go in and sit for years) But let me tell you, I'm going to wait.
Yes, I'm stupid, I'm silly, I'm stubborn. I admit all these, that's why I won't be letting my hands off yours. So don't be so stubborn and ask me let go ok? Cause you know that I won't let go :)
Went to our secret affair territory to have a talk. You tried to talk sense with me, and I replied you in my sense (which doesn't make sense to you :B) Talked for around 2 hours :) You didn't send me back home, because you're going home to accompany auntie for dinner (Y) My good good baby aye♥
**Baby, please remember that no matter what, I'll be here, waiting for you. I don't know what they will charge you, I don't know what will happen to you, but just remember the moments we had, remember the happiness we had, and remember that I'm always here waiting, that's all♥ You know I love you, you know I won't let go, you know that I want to be your stupid idiotic moronic little dirty horny naughty slut right?♥
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♥,
Rj
