Dear Kuku/Idiot/Moon/Luv/MyEverything/MyEyeCandy,
You know who am I'm referring to :> Yes, although we don't know each other for long. Yes, although we're still like strangers yet not strangers.
Hmm, actually, I've noticed you ever since the first day of week 0 :/ From then onwards, I've listed you in my eye candy list :B But you seems as though you're those people who are very hard to communicate de lo. So didn't really talk to you, plus you skipped the camp :(
After the week 0, yes, your name and appearance somehow is crave in my mind :/ Somehow only. School start le, get to see you again. You know how happy I am? It's like YAY, I get to see my Eye candy again :)
Yes, like what I said, you seems like those very hard to communicate. But I tried to talk to you by saying BYE when classes end :/ But your reaction was like just raise your hand and wave bye :( My heart totally, crack. But you don't know how I feel, so I can't have any reaction upon it. Just have to smile my way through.
Had Webdd lesson on 28th Apr, sat beside you. And that's the best thing ever! ♥ Laughed at how you do your project, laugh at how you did wrong. You tried to make me cry by watching a Korean show :( And my tears filled my eyes already, just that it didn't flow out. Then I realise you aren't that hard to communicate with :D
29 Apr, I joined you, Nic, Bing Xun and Boonguang for a study session in library. And yes, I get to somehow know you more. Asked about past, talked about nonsense with the guys. I swear I laughed till my stomach cramp like siao.
I realized you're an emotional guy, like me. I mean, we're rich in emotions. Which is a good thing :> And we both are JJ siao ♥
You drew JJ on my hand with liquid and it's not very nice. While I drew JJ ♥ 林俊杰 until so chio <3 You wore my Keroppi, and I'm not going to lend anyone to wear it! Cause you wore it before ♥
You accompanied me to wait for my bus, such a good man♥ And the best part is how we text each other! OMG, everything melts my heart. Do you know how happy am I that whole day? I can't stop myself from smiling to my phone, I can't stop myself from jumping up and down like a kid, I can't stop myself from looking stupid in front of my phone.
It's like someone you heart replied you, and it's like OMG! Heart flies! Texted you from the moment I board the bus, to the moment I sleep.
Yes, I remember, you called me up at 1am and chatted with me thru the phone. You know how happy I am? I just can't imagine it!
Yes, I slept at 3, woke up at 7+ which I've no idea why. Saw your last message, and I replied to them :) And somehow, like half an hour later, you replied. And those messages, melts my heart. Like seriously, my first time having such feeling!
Although I'm not as high as the night before, but still, every message you sent, melts me. And you said you'll get worried over me, I feel very happy :> and you keep asking me to drink more water ♥ The care and concern melts me even more.
Told you I'm feel like crying, you tried your best to cheer me up. I'm moved by how you tried to cheer me up. And I drop the first tear of happiness. I never felt like this before, heart melt, tear of happiness.
You asked for my heart as your reward, but I said it's not in a whole, because it's shattered. And you told me it's ok, cause you'll fixed it. Because of your words, you made me firm. You made me confirm that yes, it's you I want.
Yes, we may not know each other for a long time. But like what you've said. "时间不是问题！一段感情不在乎有多久，不管是十天，一年，十年，还是五十年，只要有爱，都会记得的！所以it's ok if we just know each other."
But I don't know why, the feeling is there. I don't know why the feeling is so strong. Maybe because it's just the start. But still, I hope this will goes on for years, for a life time, till death do us apart.
I wanna thank god for giving me such a good guy into my life, I may not know whether I could make it a fruitful one, but I'll try. Cause I don't wish to disappoint him, and our future. If you could try your best to make this a good one, I think I can't lose out too!
Yes, we might not be together yet. Yes, we might not be together in the future.
But for now, I know, you're the one. For now, I know, You mean a lot to me!
AND FOR NOW, I KNOW, I'VE FEELINGS FOR YOU!♥
With super much of ♥,
Your dummy ♥
Labels: Be my Valentine's, Letter♥
POSTED BY RuiJia. ON Saturday, 30 April 2011 @ 21:38
