I shall blog something now. Cause I'm just way too bored.

Maths lecture now. And the air con is not cold. And I'm so super tired.

Yesterday my leg cramp in the middle of the night and i got woken up. Had a hard time falling asleep again man!

Sudden silence will always make the other party think a lot.

Ruijia.

I don't know why suddenly i feel the jealousy. Maybe because i saw all the photos you had with her.

I never expect the one i love still have all those photos in his computer. Maybe I'm not used to it. Maybe i never had this feeling before.

Sorry if i suddenly turn my back to you. But i really can't help it. I really never thought this would happen.

I know i can't rewrite your past, i know i can't change anything anymore. Sorry!

Please forgive me for my doings. 有时，有些事情是我们无法一起完成的

Sorry for this emo post. But i can't stop myself from thinking this way. Sorry.

Ruijia.

School as usual, Released earlier than the given time :)

Since J want to consult doctor for his nose, so I accompanied him down to PP for his facial check up♥ I felt super awkward, cause the clinic is linked with fertility clinic. While we're waiting for his turn, I felt as though Im waiting for a fertility check :/ Weird~

After his check up, which actually cost him $109 D: We went to buy Koi, and I love it there, cause don't have to wait for long, within 5 minutes, we ordered and get our drinks :D Fast and I love it!

Slow walk with him to ECP :) Sit by the breakwaters and had our heart to heart talk session ♥ The clouds are mostly in heart shapes, and they're all so sweet ♥ Though the period we spent at ECP isn't that long, but still we managed to know each other more.

To J,

Thank you for being so frank to me, I just ♥ you for the way you are ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ and today is a super special day for you and her. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHE!

With much ♥,

Rj.

I don't feel a thing anymore. Does that mean that I'm over him? Does that mean that that's the end? Since he chose to let me go, then I think, I can do it too.

I'm going to delete them all. Cause I've moved on. He've became my past and not going to be my future. Since it's the past, no point keeping these messages. Got a little don't bear, but really, no point keeping them :)

So goodbye ian. Goodbye to our past, goodbye to you :)

♥,

Rj.

I have no introduce my clique before, they are:

This 8 people are seriously ♥ by me :D

After school, went to pass up my Bursary form. And the queue was a killer. Lucky I'm just updating my form, so there's a short cut :D Wanted to pass up the other form, but the queue makes me feel like going up another day :>

Dating with J♥ again :) Went to Century Square to buy our tickets for Priest. Then wanted to have lunch at the prata house(?) But the price is a killer, cause the both of us wanted to save up for our future outing :D

So we ended up going to the somehow like kopitiam or something for lunch :) Had Chicken Tosu (I think) and a cup of chawamushi, it cause me $5.50 :( Sad max! After lunch, went to the toilet and up we went for the movie, cause time is up :D

Entered the theater, thought we went into the wrong theater, cause around us are all ah beis. We changed our seats and we started to see teenagers or many some adults walking in.

I think Priest should be rated 4/5 cause there's Maggie Q ♥ And the time in there pass damn fast. He sent me home as usual ♥

♥,

Rj.

Thank you to my lovely girls and not forgetting my lovely boys. And of course my beloved J♥

Everyday in school, they never fail to make me smile or even laugh like a crazy woman.

I love them more and more each day♥

♥,

Rj.

可能是我想太多，我怎么会觉得我的之间有了一些变化?对不起我的爱人

有时，当我看见你陷入沉没时，我的脑海里浮现出很多的疑问。我在想是我那里做错了，还是你对我有哪一点不满。

我知道我是永远不能让你忘记你的过去，因为你的过去，我无法参与。但我要你知道，你的现在和你的未来（如果我有这个荣幸的话），我希望我能陪你创造一个美好的将来。

对，就像你所说的，每个人都有过去。但当我看见你为了过去而突然不说话，你知道我的心，也因此痛了吗？我不是不让你想起你和她们的过去，但始终，都过去了。我也不是要你瞬间忘记所有的美好回忆，也不是要你通通的忘记，我只希望当你回忆起过去时，是微笑的渡过，而不是突然感到难过。

我虽然也不完美，但因为过去，我慢慢的变得越来越坚强。也开始懂得怎样面对现实。因为我知道现实是残酷的。

傻瓜，我管怎么样，我还是会在这里，永远爱着你。

♥，

笨蛋

Study my foot, ended up taking photo with J and Tracy with their MacBook. Brought my laptop but can't connect to internet cause of that stupid J!

♥,

Rj.

I can't stop laughing from the start of the day, to the end of the day. Omg, I can't stop myself from loving my classmates more and more each day!

Lunch with BingXun(Super funny guy, will laugh when he laugh), Jieqin, Nic(sister), Boonguang(Goodfriend) and J♥ at Mensa. The queues for food there was a killer :/

Had Chicken Teriyaki Don and a cup of mango smoothie. I swear the Mango smoothie is awesome, but it's way too sweet. It's very addictive! ♥ Bought J a cup of holick and he accidentally spill his holick into his salmon + teriyaki rice D: and we laughed like siao, which actually attracted attentions :/ I still can't stop laughing....

After which, went dating with J♥ again :D Movie at Tamp, Fast and Furious 5! It's awesome! I swear, next time, I'm going to be part of them. Speed up the way to Genting :D Told J about it and he scold me siao!

The movie is rated 4.5/5! Not full as there's not much of racing. But there's still hilarious part, and I like the people in theater, cause we made sound effects :)

He sent me home as usual :) Had some heart-to-heart talk ♥

♥,

Rj.

I really don't mind you to neglect me for studies. Because I know studies is more important now :)

Since we're in the same class, which means we can see each other like EVERYDAY! So it's ok if we don't meet up on weekends. But of course, once in a while won't affect much in your studies ba :/

Thank you for being so frank to me, and I wish whenever you've 心事, must tell me. If not find your friends, don't keep it to yourself :)

♥,

Dummy.

School as usual, and i starts to love my classmates more and more! Especially the girls and his clique♥

After school, went Tamp mall for lunch with Nic, Jieqin, Jq's girlfriend and J♥ Aftermath, went to buy Koi, since Joanne is queuing :/

Trained down to Pasir Ris with J and to Downtown to get tickets for "Arthur" Rated : 3/5 Quite a hilarious show, but due to the emptiness of the cinema, we kept quiet :/

After movie, took bus 21 home. Fall asleep on his shoulder, and woke up feeling awful. Giddy and feel like vomiting :/ Sigh, I'm falling ill again D:

He walked me to my block, and he this kuku, cabbed home. And his $$ just fly away like this D:

♥,

Rj.

I asked Nic to follow, if not I'll feel the awkwardness :/ After an hour or maybe lesser, we decided to have dinner, Mac :D At first, thought of going to Tamp's Mac for dinner, but there's no seats, thus we went over to white sands.

After dinner, J wanted to send me home. So I hint him by saying I want to take 21, so will take a longer time, which mean spend longer time together :/ But I don't think he get the hint. We still take bus 21 while Nic went off. But we alight at Tamp, cause we need toilet :/

After that, we took bus 23 home, cause faster :)

Thinking of why I put the sad face for this post? Because THIS KUKU OF MINE LOST MY KEROPPI (FROGGY) RING D; But it's ok, I still have another Keroppi :)

♥,

Rj.