Because I'm busy with my life, busy studying. I know I shouldn't neglect this little space of mine, but I'm back to this space now :) Finished my exams, and I'm having my vacations now!

Where should I start? I shall start with things that I remember, for those that I don't remember, please forgive me. I've got short term memories, so I don't remember some things for long. But if you hurt me before, I'll remember it forever. So beware >:D

First Aug, I went to meet my best. Caught "Twisted" quite a lame show though. HAHAHAHHAHA~ Shall let the photos do the talking then :D View them @ http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150260460143731.333942.545768730

Fourth Aug, met up with girlfries for Sinee's birthday present. Spent 4hours on it? And still didn't manage to finish them. It's never easy to finish it in an hour, though it looks simple. Hope that bbg of mine will love it <3 No photos for this.

Sixth Aug, met up with Chewy first to collect Bbg Sinee's cake from Nex. Went for a round of shopping with Chewy first. Then we headed down to Cine to meet other girlfries (Eileen, Bevin and BBG) Went for the flea market and shop :D Got myself a wedge, a pair of sneakers with Chewy together :D High-tea @ Graffiti Cafe. Then we walked all the way to ion area. And soon after that, E have to leave. Bus down to Bugis to meet the guys (Rey, Bud, Cal, Lihao) Left for home not long when they went for dinner! For photos, click on http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150264619753731.335130.545768730&type=1&closeTheater=1

Eighth Aug, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Bbg NEO SINEE ♥

Ninth Aug, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!♥ It's your 46th birthday this year, and you know I still ♥ you as much as before, even though there's too much Chings for us to handle. But yes, you're still my COUNTRY, my SINGAPORE ♥

Thought of going to watch the parade this year, but didn't, cause they're all like busy men and ladies. So ended up going with family :) And I'd much fun with them, another there's a part which I hate the most is when you nag!

Twelfth Aug, nothing much happen, but my clique got so stressed up that we bought half a watermelon which cost us $7 (WHICH IS FUGGING EXPENSIVE) to share before our Eng Fund PTP session.

Sixteenth Aug, Had our Webdd presentation. And it's horrible! Cause no preparation for it, the teacher is being a #supersmellyblackturle and no one in the class is listening. HAHAHAH~ So it's alright cause I don't really care much for it too :B Cheers to Tracy, Joanne and Yueyi♥ Photos of that day can be viewed here http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150281073139545.335162.576799544&type=1

Ninteenth Aug, Our last Wrtoral presentation. Not very well done, cause not much preparation. But still, we did our best! Cheers to Rasyiqah and Yueyi♥ No photos this time :( Actually have, but not uploaded yet. Soon alright, soon?

Twentieth Aug, went to meet Joanne for a event at Cine :) Then walked around and headed over to Dhoby to meet the MHR, cause it's to celebrate Junwei's birthday in advance. They're addicts for life, make me wait for like hours~~~ Hate that part of them >:( Bused down to Old airport road for dinner, and make me wait again ._. Seriously, cannot tolerate. Walked to Kallang leisure park for their addict session again, while I game with Leon(Bestie) and Bryan with all sort of nonsense. Cabbed home with Best at around 11pm D:

Twenty-First - Twenty Sixth Aug, STUDY WEEK~ WENT BACK SCHOOL ON TWENTY THIRD TO STUDY FOR MATHS WITH BINGXUN, DALTON, NIC, JOANNE, JOEL AND YUEYI ♥

Twenty-Sixth Aug, Had Maths paper and it's a disaster D: Went off right after I finish the paper. Got no where to go to, so ended up at Bugis. And met Eric cause he wants to collect his baggage for his run. Waited for him for 2 hours, shop while waiting :D Two rings and a pair of earrings♥ My Bbg gave me a scare, cause I was texting and she just hugged me. I was like what-the-fug. Who the hell hugged and dragged me to the back. Seriously, heart pounded like free~ A little catch-up and went to meet E. She followed me to see how he looks like, funny max! I though meeting him will be super awkward, but it's still fine. Ended up chilling at Starbucks :D Home at nine for On the Fringe.

Twenty-ninth Aug, Eng Fund was alright~ Wanted to go K with clique, but they seems to be pretty unsure about the planning, so I ended up meeting BbgNEO. As usual, she's late :/ Headed to town, for Sakae Sushi as high tea♥ Niceeeeee, SO LONG SINCE I LAST ATE SAKAE. CRAVING IT FOR LONG LONG TIME AND I FINALLY HAD IT♥ Then walked to Cine, bought a friendship anklet with her♥ Shopped around, then headed to ion. walked until like 7, headed home for the last episode of On The Fringe.

Thirtieth Aug, asked bbgNEO to accompany me for interview for HTC promoter. And I got recruited like that o.O An impromptu training made bbg waited for me for hours. SORRY~ And I've to thank Joseph for introducing this job to me :) THANK YOU JOSEPHtsao! Headed to Nex with bbg aftermath. Graffiti cafe for dinner ♥ Walked around the mall like free~ Then bus home around 8 cause we're both tired. Got a terrible headache that almost killed me! Knocked out after I bathe and get my stuffs done.

TODAY, brunch at Geylang and got harrassed by bees :( I'm not honey and I'm not sweet!!!! Homed and napped, cause I'm having my bloody day which drains my energy badly :( Woke up and headed to town with brother and mommy. Dinner at Graffiti Cafe AGAIN! Then to Takashimaya to taste mooncakes~ Met my darling Yueyi for a while since she's working there, a little catch up was great~ After which, headed home♥

This is mainly what happened in the whole entire Aug. Since today is marks the last day of August, and it marks the 2nd month of single-ship. I declare that I've let you off. Not because I don't love you anymore, but because I have to :) all the best my friend!

Got to go now, Bye readers ♥

♥,

Rj.

Love, have no fixed definition to it.

Everyone have different point of views to it. I read through my posts that I posted for the past 5 years, I realised that I've gone through a lot of such "love-love" issue.

From falling in love, to falling out of love. From happily together, to leaving each other. From sweet romance, to bad romance. I know I'm to be blamed, cause without all those nonsense I created, I would have have so many bad romance. And I believe I'll still be with Ian (my 9 months romance)

只能怪我自己作出这些白痴的事，要不然他才不会提出分手。But because of all this, I make up my mind in being serious in the next relationship already. I swear that I've to be serious and not change my heart within the relationship anymore.

This time round, when I put 100% into this relationship. But all I get is 100% of heart break, cause I think 我爱上一个不该爱上的人。I'll not regret on loving him, cause he made me realized how to treasure a relationship. Whatever it is, this is another bad romance :P

I believe the coming romance, will be a fruitful one. Cause I'll make sure I'll make the guy love me more than I love him and I will hold him tight and never let go! I'M SURE!!!! ♥

To the next boyfriend of mine, PLEASE REMEMBER THAT I'M SERIOUS THIS TIME!

♥,

Rj.

There's once, when I am asked "What is love to me?"

Love is:

Wore dress to school today, cause I need to rush off to have family photo for my brother's graduation. And seriously, my classmates love to ask me why am I wearing dress, where am I going after school and etc etc. I always reply them "Oh no la, going dating later." But of course, I'm lying, cause I'M SINGLE :) WHO DO I DATE WITH? O_o

I swear Effcom is like wasting time only~ Cause sit there and listen to the teacher talking thru the website. Serious, WASTE OF TIME :B Went for LSP for maths for like half and hour, and I rushed down to Moonstone area for the photoshoot.

After photoshoot, we headed home. And Brother brought me and mommy to our own "Photo-shoot" session. Hahahah~ Love the photos for sure!

♥,

Rj.

Sorry, I broke down again.

I thought I'm already over it. But everything just reappear in my mind again. Bus trip home was fine, even though everything flash through my mind. The time we spent at Bedok reservoir, the meal we have at the Sheng Shiong area, the time we spent on the bus, the time I lie on your shoulder and you lean on my head, and etc etc. But all this didn't make me drop a single tear, but they made me stronger.

But at night, I don't know what's wrong. I just started crying, and I don't know why.

I'm feeling fine now :)

♥,
Rj.