She came down all the way to Tp and look for me♥

Had our meals at Mensa 2 with Bbg, Cassandra and Bb♥ That awkward moment when they don't really get along with each other (I meant Bb and the girls) So didn't really talk much.

And because Bbg was feeling down, so we didn't talk much. But I'm sure, with the company of mine and Cassandra, she did feel a little better. While slacking and waiting for Bev to end school at 7, we went to library and watch movie. Watched "初恋红豆冰" and Bbg don't really have the mood :'( Do you know how much it hurts me to see you being so emotional? :'(

Soon, clock strikes 7 and Bev is released. Thought of going home together, but they rushed to the bus that me and Bb missed :'( How sad, but it's ok. With Bb's company, the bus ride is never boring♥

Bb walked me home before he head home♥

♥,

Rj.

It's Friday again! :)

Attended school as usual, and was extremely late today. With bb, of course. Reached school, and it's already like 9.30am. Went for toilet break and a smoke break, and when we enter class, it's already like 9.45am. Hahaha!

Did the last preparation for the presentation, and off we went to present. We are not well prepared yet, so didn't really talk much with the teacher. But still, nice group work with Bb and Rasyiqah♥ Sorry Rasyiqah that I pass you to complete the whole report :'( My fault, sorry!

After Nmmapp, went off with Bb to aq. His competition is coming soon, so he gotta head down for training. Poor little Rj, gotta rot there while he train. Lucky Minghui(Mummie) is free :) Cause she's having her break, so I met her for lunch at Plaza Sing! Somewhere in the middle of the two of us :)

Gossiped and still gossiped while having our lunch at McD. So coincidentally, we saw Shih Ning and his girlfriend there too, having their lunch as well :) I love these little time when we gossiped like no tomorrow, so many things to chat about♥ But happy times passes very fast, she'd to leave for lessons again :'(

After sending her to the main entrance, I headed back to aq. Had a toilet break at Cathay, and guess what happened when I'm out? SUDDEN DOWNPOUR D: So I can't leave the place but to stay there and shop. Walked the whole Cathay alone, #likealoner. Soon after, the rain stopped, and I headed back to aq.

Noah(Best) came to find me for lepaking session, since he's having his break. So we went over to pomo and had pool session! :) 2 rounds, and we each won a round. Hahahah! My skill for pool is de-proving :'( Shall have more pooling session with best! :)

After he left, I'm back to aq again #likeagain. All I do there is to stare at my phone, tweet. Until my phone died on me :'( Charged my phone for like 10 minutes, and I headed home. Continued to charge my phone while my Mom went to City Sq first to reserve seats to give Brother a treat :)

Dine at Saizeriya :) and after dinner, went over to Fairprice to get some groceries. Headed home with Mom while Brother stayed there with his friends. And now I'm here to blog! :) While Brother and his friends are in the living room for some surprise :)

**Brother's friend Ivan had planed a surprise for him. First, said that they aren't meeting today for his birthday. Then keep contacting me and ask me him to update him about Brother's whereabouts. He came over to passed me the cake that he prepared for Brother. How sweet of his friend to plan everything to surprise my Brother. HOW I WISH I HAVE SURPRISES FOR MY BIRTHDAY TOO :'( Hope brother love this small little surprise :)

Yes, I'm sick again.

Diarrhoea, and it's killing me. Skipped OOP lesson, and cabbed home! $9 flew :'( The minute I reach home, Mummy asked what happened. I said stomach-ache and I ran to the toilet and stayed there for an hour. First time, stayed in a toilet for an hour.

After using the toilet, went for nap. 2 hours of nap spells comfortable, especially with that sudden downpour out there. I had a good good good rest! :) I thought I saw my phone filled with Bb's messages about my whereabouts, about how am I feeling, and a lot of missed calls. But when I double checked my phone, there's no messages, no missed calls, NOTHING! :'( It's all in my dreams, and it's just a dream :'(

Get back to reality, I still didn't text him. Thought he would text me first, but still no messages :'( So I've to make a step, and text him. I thought something happened between us again. You know I always think a lot, you know I'm paranoid. :'(

But lucky, we're fine. Bb, you know I love you right? I really don't wish, no is I don't want, anything to happen to you, and to us. I want to hold your hand till the end of time, and I want you to hold mine too. I don't want our relationship to end, I don't want. We're going to hold each others hand together till the end, like how those old couples still hold each other's hand when they're out. Please remember, I'm always here for you♥

♥Baby boy, I love you, I really really do.♥

♥,

Rj.

What I wish to receive for this:

• A customized necklace from Couple lab, simple yet pretty.
• A customized bracelet from Couple lab, simple yet glamorous.
• A customized ring (from wherever you can get).
• An instax Camera, 7s White.

Happy girl!

Bb's Mom sent us to school today! How sweet is auntie♥ We postponed our Nmmapp project till Friday and thanks for Bb that's why we can postpone :)

Now at Aq with Bb, I'm here blogging while he is dota-ing again. Dota, please stop seducing my boyfriend. He's so into you till he neglects me :'( How sad! There's a moment when I saw Bb starts to change, to the angry him :'( Don't dare to talk to him luh, so I just kept quiet and use computer. Twittered and Gwen talked to me, and asked me to leave him alone. Hahaha. And finally, I talked to Gwen. After seeing her for quite a lot of time. Hahahah!

♥,

Rj.

Not enough time.

• To complete my Nmmapp project :'(
• To express how much I love you :'(
• To study for term test :'(
• To do what I wanna do :'(

Time don't wait for us :'( NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

If only I can be like the movie "In time" Rob for time, and I've eternity :)

♥,

Rj

School today.

Bused to school with Bb as usual♥ Had Netfund quiz, and as usual, I flung it :'( Had lunch with Bb, Desmond, Richman and his girlfriend, Gwen. As usual, I didn't had any food, I had Mango Smoothie @Mensa 2 :)

Then Bb went off to his court. :'( Gonna worry for him again :'( How sad! I'm left alone in school, gotta rot for 2 hours :'( So went to library to rest plus study. In fact I didn't have the mood to study lah, all I do is worry about my silly. 

Went Telsys alone, #likealoner. If something happened to him, I'm really #foreveralone :'(

After class, went over to Tamp to get my shoe. Cause my freaking shoe spoil within a month :'( How sad! Lucky it's quite cheap, so it's ok with it. Hahahah! Headed home after getting my shoe :) Bb is fine and he's out♥

He's so sweet that he waited for me at the bus stop near our house and walked me home♥ Awwww, sweet sweet boyfriend aye!

Homed and prepare for my uncle's wedding dinner♥ Awesome time at the dinner, cause I saw my cousins. And part of my maternal family♥♥♥♥♥

Part of my cousins♥

Me, Wilson, and Grandmas.

*Wilson looks cute :p

**BB is free♥♥♥♥♥♥

***More wedding photos will be up soon!

♥,

Rj

Thank god that you're fine!

I'm really grateful that you're fine. I'm so happy that you didn't have to go in. I prayed for you, my close friends did pray for you too. And all this praying help in keeping you safe, keeping you beside me.

Please don't do any foolish stuffs anymore. I can't take it when I know the fact that you need to attend court, and you might be charged and lock up. I've a weak heart, and I think a lot. You know that. Please stay with me, till the end of time. Please don't leave me alone, I hate it. And you should know.

♥,

Rj.

Went Bb's house♥

Slacked at his house, and spent time knowing more about each other♥ Love it when I spend time with him, even when we don't say a single word. Because the feeling when you're with your love one alone, is the best. Even though the two of you aren't doing anything, or say a single word.

Met Mummy and Brother for dinner♥ Thanks Bb for walking to the bus stop with me and wait for Mummy to fetch :) Dinner with Mummy and Brother is awesome♥ Love dining with them♥♥

Homed and prepare to go out again. Went to airport to fetch Daddy♥ He is finally back! After a week away from Singapore. Miss him much!♥ Trained home, and supper at Kopitiam @ V hotel.

♥,

Rj.

Today I'm going to stay with him, no matter what. Cause might might might might might might might might be the last day me sticking with him, so I'm going to follow him to wherever he go :D

Accompanied him to whampoa to get his haircut, and he complained so much after haircut. But no matter what, you're still loved by me ok? You're still that boy that I love, you're still that cute little boy♥

Now he's dota-ing and I'm here blogging. Darling Janice got me a job for tomorrow♥ And I'm going to work with her, gonna look for the attire later when I'm home. Hopefully I've them luh~

Tonight got Smoove event at Zirca, so many people asking whether I'm going. But I've no idea whether I should go or not leh. Underage party, which means no matter what, I CAN GO IN! But why is it on a freaking THURSDAY? I got school on Friday :( In a dilemma now :'(

The face I got when I'm worrying about you!

:'(

I pray that you'll be fine. I'll be and I'm praying real hard, nothing is going to happen to you.

I just got you in my arms. And no matter what, I'm not going to let go. You know that no matter what, I'M NOT GOING TO LET MY HANDS OFF YOU. I NEVER WILL! You held me so high up, you held me in your arms, you held me as though I'm a little princess. And you're never going to let go of me. You never will.

Its never easy for us to find each other. Its fate that brought us in same class, living in same district. Now fate might be bringing you away from me, maybe a few months, or even years, or maybe he's playing a prank with us.

I'm pretty sure that no matter what happens, I'll still be in your arms. And I'll still be there for you, waiting.

You should be reading this post before leaving your house. And i guess you're going to tell me that there are better guys out there. But let me tell you,

You're the one I need. You're the one I want. I don't care about other better guys out there. They are not the one that held me like a princess, they are not the one who is willing to hold me in their arms. They are not the one who will tell me I look cute no matter what nonsense I do. You're that other half that makes me life into a whole. Understand?

Stop telling me that it'll be a waste of time, cause for you, it never will. IT NEVER WILL! I don't care how long it is, but I'm waiting!

If really something happen to you, I'll visit you at least twice every month. Trust me, I will.

So baby, let me be there for you when you need someone ok? Don't let me go like that. I can't take it. I really can't. I need you, just like how much you need me.

This is just gonna be an obstacle that we are going through together. We will have more obstacle to go thru together in future.

On my way to school now with my potassium ♥

Yesterday, something happened between me and luv. I was so afraid that something is going to change in between us. I told him everything about my past, my past with that heartless man.

My luv got so angry in text, and it makes me so worried. I have the thought of slitting myself. But that wasnt the way to solve this problem.

Its good that im frank towards luv, cause I know, if he found out the truth himself, i will be dead. So why not telling him the truth now.

Now, me and luv is perfectly fine. We still meet up and head to school together, we still talk on phone, we still text, we still give each other faces. And I love giving him those innocent faces, and he will say 'you look so cute, can dont give me such faces or not?'

All I can say is, this little boy mine is super sweet♥ and he shall really be my last one. Im going to hold onto him real tight. Cause he is really awesome♥♥♥♥♥

♥,
Rj.

Grandma came over to my house.

She tried to wake me up, cause it's like 11am. Woke up, look at her, and went back to sleep again. That's what I always do when I'm home and there's no school. Just sleep my day off :P

Ended up I woke up at 1pm I think, prepared and head out to Parkway Parade with Mom and grandma to find my uncle. Then we went to have a walk around the mall while my uncle help us to mend our shoe :)

Headed home around 6pm, and went for a walk at CSM with Mom. Went shopping with her, and everything is a bomb! Bought her a bracelet and a pair of shoe, myself a top and a jumper. AND IT COST ME $400 :'( Brokegirl93 now :'(

♥,

Rj.

Send Dad to airport at 5 in the morning!

He left and went to china. Stayed at airport until 9am, and trained back home. Went to Lavender to accompany Mom and Bro to consult their doctor. Headed home aftermath while Bro went to work. Slept from 11am to 3pm. Mom was out when I was asleep.

When I'm awake, contacted luv♥ and I am craving for McDonalds. We met up for McDonalds ♥ Thanks that little slut for accompanying me♥♥♥♥♥ After lunching, went over to Richman(luv's brother)'s house. Lepak there till around 6.30 and he walked me home, which is only a few blocks away.

Headed over to the event with mom, took food and went back home. Then I had to go over to POSB to transfer money to Bev. Called my luv to accompany again♥♥♥ Thanks little slut♥ You're loved by me. And you know that.♥♥♥

He sent me home again. I swear this little slut is super sweet, love him super much♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥,

Rj.

 

School as usual.

Due to my stupid illness, I couldn't wake up on time. Then I have to cab down to school with Qh♥. Told the taxi driver to exit from Bedok Reservoir Road but he exit through Bedok North Road. And we have to detour from there to Bedok and to school.

Since we're late for Maths tutorial already, then we planned to skip the lesson instead. Since late = absent, then must as well don't go. Hahaha! Went opposite school to get my Lemon Honey drink, and we walked back to school.

Went to library and caught a movie "You Again" It's a freaking awesome show! I rated it ***** out of ***** NICE NICE NICE (Y)(Y)(Y)

Lunch with Qh's friends, Richman and his girlfriend, Gwen(Hope I spelled it correctly) at Mensa. Saw Bev and Rey there too. I'm like awkward, kept so so so damn quiet while they lunch. Went back library to finish up "You again"

We then went to classes after that. (Y) PSPS was a waste of time man! Cause we are like running around the whole school to look for things, it's a game lah, like amazing race loh. But thanks for Qh by telling me not to be stupid to go run around the whole school.

Oop is forever boring luh. But thanks to Qh's accompany and helping me with the mistakes I've done. (Y) He then sent me home after school :) Cause I'm still sick, so I slept on bus. And this Qh, super bad, he look at me when I sleep. And when I woke up, he say that I look cute when I'm sleeping D:

Make me so embarrass lah! Make me don't dare to sleep in front of him anymore lah. :'(

♥,

Rj.