Am now in Aq with luv and friends.

It's the last day of 2011!

Let me summarise this year in this post.

JANUARY: 

FEBRUARY:

• Thailand trip with Shiying, Monique and M's family.
• Chingay with family!
• "Bus A" gathering and meet up for Chinese New Year.
• Met Bryan for Valentine's day!
• Went Megazip with Brother, and friends.
• Went for swimming sessions.
• Secondary "Family" gathering with Minghui, Noah, Huili, Zonglun
• Job search with my girlfriends!

Stayed home from 27 December till today.

Someone, please bring me out!!!! Baby boy is busy, so can't really meet him. Even if I do, I went to LAN to meet him. But it's ok, as long as I get to see him, that's more than enough♥♥

The more I live, the more I know, What's simple is true; I love you!♥

♥,

Rj

Met B for dinner! :)

Went over to his place and watch the 9pm show :P I just love to spend time with him, even though we just go over to his house and watch tv. As long as I managed to spend time with him, that's good enough!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ BABY KIEFER, I love you!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥,

Rj

This Christmas day, I spent with my Secondary school mates.

Went over to Sinee's house at around 4pm. Helped her and her mom to settle the steamboat :) Then we slacked in the living room and watch "Running Man" Soon, Bev came over and join us. Played a round of "Twister" with Bev, Rey and Adriel while Sinee went to collect quail eggs.

Then Bev, Rey and Adriel went over to Rey's house to prepare for the games at night. While Sin and I stay to set up the steamboat. Not long after, Calvin, Lihao and Vivian (Adriel's girlfriend) came. Start our steamboat session! :) And we play some Christmas songs, to create the Christmas ambience. But a little fail, because the songs aren't loud enough. WHO CARES, as long as we gathered and have our "reunion dinner" together, that's more than enough :) Forgot to mention about Bud, Zhiwei, He came when we're eating. All of us thought he's a delivery man, cause he just walk in like that. EPIC max.

Soon after cleaning up, we went over to Rey's to play games. Water games are crazy! Had much fun there. Washed up > Take photos > Gifts exchange > and I headed home at around 11pm.

To concluded the whole day, I've a lot of fun! Best Christmas day I've ever spent!

♥,
Rj.

Stayed home in the day on the Christmas Eve.

Went out to meet Ailin and Sebastian for a Christmas dinner together with Danny and Minghui. But last minute, Minghui aren't able to make it, so left with me, Ailin, Sebastian, Dennis, and Sebastian's friends. Awkward max!

So I ended up went to meet B and had dinner with him. Took away "zi char" back to his house :) Spent some time over at his place, then Kjun came over to meet us. Thank you for the delicious beancurd, B's mama. When the clock strikes 12, B used my phone and Kjun's phone and sent a Christmas message to mama.

After which, we went to Richman's house for Christmas Celebration. A mini gathering, to be exact. Stayed there until maybe around 2am, and B need to leave to go somewhere else. And because I'm not close with his clique yet, I left with him. He sent me home before he left to his place.

All I want for Christmas is YOU!♥♥

♥,

Rj.

Accompanied B to his court.

His mama sent us there. Met her two friends over at the court, and I felt super awkward. First time meeting boyfriend's aunties. Got so cold and nervous while waiting for his turn. I cried in court, because I'm pretty scared that he will be like those in the barrier :'(

After his case close, we went over to Pearl's Food Centre for lunch! Super awkward, cause it's like really first time. Didn't eat, but ordered a cup of sugar cane :P

After lunch, we head over to Aq. Slacked there for like an hour or two, and we headed to Cathay for movie. "Alvin and the Chipmunks 3" and Luv almost killed me for watching this show. Cause he find it super boring. But he still accompanied me to watch! :) How lovely of my luv♥

Had BK after dining, and went over to his house :) Home sweet home around 11pm.

 

Home > Lunch > Rest > Nap > Woke up at 3. Rushed to prepare and rushed down to Nex to meet my Psychology group mates to discuss about our project work. Start at 4, end at 7. Along the way, we paused and started talking about something that's irrelevance to our project. But we managed to do something productive.

Met Bbg for dinner at Nex :) Went shopping after dinner. A jumper, a high-waist pants and a top :) $35 fly :'( Headed home after that. Walked Bbg to bus stop, because she alight at my stop :D

As usual, quarrelled with B over stupid matters. Quarrelled over my stupidity, quarrelled over my naiveness, quarrelled over my stubbornness. I don't like it when we quarrel, I really hate it. Cause I know because of all these quarrels, you're going to ignore me. I know because of these quarrels, something's going to change. And the worst thing is, I can't meet you tomorrow. Which makes it harder for me to mend all this nonsense I created. I feel like running to your house and give you a hug. I feel like running to you now.

But you're going to ignore me now. Asking me to bang wall, saying me irritating, saying not going to talk to me. You know how much it hurts me?

Sigh,

Rj.

After getting his Birken, we headed to Robinson :) Wanted to get himself boxers and tees from Renoma, but he's just too embarrassed to choose. Because mama and I were there, so he say very embarrassing. So he walked away, but because we can't find the design he want, we left.

Mama sent B and I to parklane, and I headed home while B went to Aq.

Home > Bathe > Tv. Bbg called me and I headed out to meet her for dinner at City Square. Dine at Saizeriya :) Did a lot of catch up!♥ Went to hunt for Christmas gift exchange's gift. But nothing caught our eyes.

Headed over to Plaza Sing, cause I thought of going to Daiso to get a number of items for the amount of $$. Like with one price, you get a lot of stuffs :P But we ended up getting our own stuffs instead of the Christmas gift. Left Plaza Sing because the shops are closing already.

Planned to get Gongcha, but the queue is a little crazy. So I suggested to get Koi instead. Walked over to Bugis to get koi. Bev called when we're half way to Bugis. Waited for her and Rey to arrive Cathay before heading off.

Walked down to Bugis together, chit chat along the way. Chiong for koi, cause we're scared they're closing too. Managed to get our orders and continued to chit chat while waiting for drink :) The girls then cabbed home, while Rey went for snooker and I walked home.

Chatted with B on phone while walking home. And sometimes talking to him can vomit blood, but I still love him!♥ Chat with him till I reach home :)

That's basically what happen today!

♥,

Rj.

Sorry dearest readers, have been busy studying for term test!

Be back soon ok? Promise *cross pinky*

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My family with Sec school clique and Jolene and Bf ♥

Girls♥

Boys♥

My December Brothers, Sebastian and Jiawei!♥

Family♥

Make a wish "All I want is you♥"

Gonna have my birthday chalet later!

Can't wait! :)

Ever since the start of poly life, I thought I'll have a group of good friends.

This group of friends, accompanied me along the way through my poly year 1. We've so much fun, so much laughter, so much joy. But things just turn out to be so i-don't-know-what-to-say. Such awkward relation. 

I missed how we used to have endless topics, I missed how we study together, I missed how me and my darling girls chat about weird topics while we are having meals, I missed how we always go toilet together, I missed how we crapped during the chalet, I missed the times we had together.

Things changes so dramatically in two days. And I've no idea what's wrong. When I prompt the question, everybody says nothing wrong. But if there's nothing wrong, then WHY AREN'T WE TALKING? Then why don't we hang out together any more? Then why do you guys treat me like I'm invisible?

Is it because of I'm together with Kiefer? Is it because I've done anything wrong to you guys? Is it because I said something wrong which hurt you guys?

I tried so hard to plan events for birthdays/chalet and stuffs. I planned for Jieqin's and Yueyi's birthday, I ran to places with Joanne to get the cake. I planned for the chalet, get those food, help to set up fire, cook food, finish the food. But still, I got to thank Dalton and Bingxun for helping out. I helped to think what's the most practical present to get for Joanne's birthday. I helped to get the present first, fork out the money first, collect the present. AND WHAT I GET IN RETURN?

BEING IGNORED BY YOU GUYS!

COME ON la, if you guys are not happy with me, just freaking come and tell me. Hide behind for what? NOT HAPPY JUST SAY, NO NEED HIDE! AND DON'T COME AND TELL ME NOTHING'S WRONG WHEN IT'S PRETTY OBVIOUS THAT YOU GUYS DON'T WISH TO TALK TO ME!

If you guys treat me as friends, then why didn't you guys talk to me? I tried to make the first move, but the way you guys react turns me off! And don't mind me saying this la, DON'T WANNA BE FRIENDS, JUST F*CKING TELL ME LA, WHAT'S THE POINT OF KEEPING IT TO YOURSELF? AS IF LIKE I CAN READ YOUR F*CKING MIND -.- GIVE IN SO MUCH ALSO NO USE.

Let me tell you this, I won't give a damn to you guys any more! I'll treat you guys just like how you guys treat me. If any one of you treat me nice, I'll treat you nice too. IF you guys treat me mean, then don't blame me for doing mean things to you! :)

"We don’t remember days; we remember moments."

But now, all these memories will be gone, just like how you guys are gone in my life.