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A date with Bbg on the leap year♥
FINALLY, ALL PAPERS DOWN!

Kinda flunk the paper, Netfund. Cause she/he is being a bitch, and screwed me up. Wasted my whole night dating with him/her and this is how he/she treat me. I swear I will hate him/her forever!!!!

Went down to Geylang Bahru Swimming Complex to meet Jolene, borrowed her instax camera for a few days  Then headed home to leave my things.

Homed over to Bbg's to "bake", and the baking session is totally a FAIL one. Maybe because I'm just too tired to really help her, and things get a little screwed up. After baking, went up to her room and help her paste those wallpapers  I like! Cause it's like so pretty, but didn't manage to take any photos cause I'm just too tired and kinda ill 

After which, we cabbed down to Far East and had our manicure done. Got the deal from shiokdeal.com Ok, some comment about this shop.
  1. The manicurist is talking on the phone while helping me to manicure.
  2. The whole service in the shop is like "CUI"
  3. The shop looks messy and EWWWW
So yah, after the comments, do you still feel like going?

After manicure session, went around FEP to search for boots for Bbg. Cause she needs it for china trip, which is on the 7th  Gonna miss you badly! But nothing caught her eyes, so yah. Went to basement and she took her lunch and dessert (Pontian and Chocolate Waffle)

Walked all the way down to Cineleisure, headed to *scape instead. Slacked there for like an hour? Saw bbg's schoolmate and he's kinda creepy :/ Took photos with Bbg, been quite some time since we took photos together. HAHAHAHAHAHA 

After *scape, we walked all the way down to Plaza Sing. She got her dinner and I bought Burger King. And we walked all the way back to my area. Walked passed Parklane, and my heart pounded very fast. Cause I wish I can see him out of coincident. But sad to say, nope, didn't manage to see him 

And I'm home. Might be going drinking later, not sure yet. Still waiting for calls.




♥,
Rj.

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POSTED BY RuiJia. ON Wednesday, 29 February 2012 @ 21:35
Come on, last paper!
Good night/morning readers.

Yes, it's fucking 4.52am now. Yes, AM, MORNING! I'm still fucking awake, trying my fucking best to fucking study for my fucking last paper tomorrow.

Netfund, you're really a bitch. You're so difficult to understand, and so difficult to handle. Why are you worst than a girl?!

Later paper at 9.30am, and I guess I'm going to sacrifice my sleep for you, NETFUND. So please be good to me tomorrow, if not I'm going to screw you upside down! TSK!

Shall continue to study again. Good night/morning readers♥

Some photos taken when I got bored of studying Netfund. Enjoy (Psst, I know very ugly lah, but who cares)










♥,
Rj. (still kiefer yew qi hao's)

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POSTED BY RuiJia. @ 04:52
2nd down, LAST ONE!♥
Had my Maths paper in TCC.

First paper there, and I guess it would be the last one. The hall is so cold D: Lucky I brought jacket with me. Ok, the paper is still manageable. There's questions that I got stuck for quite some time. Did manage to write things for section C, which is quite good, I guess.

Didn't leave the hall any earlier. Cause I only manage to finish the paper at 4.30pm, which is when the paper end.

Looking at him, leaving the exam hall so early, always makes me wonder a lot. Wondered if he know how to answer the papers, wondered if he studied the whole night, wondered if he will wait for me, wondered if he still love me. Sigh.

After paper, left the hall alone, and headed home. The ride home alone is kinda lonely now, having him with me during bus rides are already one of my habit. Been thinking so much about him, been thinking so much about us.

Home and continued to study :) LAST PAPER, NETFUND. PLEASE BE FUCKING GOOD TO ME!

♥,
Rj. (still Kiefer's♥)

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POSTED BY RuiJia. ON Monday, 27 February 2012 @ 21:51
Fucked up >:'(
Stayed home to study Maths.

I swear it's god damn complicating! And I don't like! >:( Pissed with myself >:'( WHO ASK ME DON'T WANT TO REVISE! SEE, NOW SUFFER! >:(

Some photos taken on the 26th, at around 1am :D While studying maths.





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POSTED BY RuiJia. @ 03:10
I won't give up♥

I won't give up - Jason Mrax

Stayed home the whole day as usual.

Tried to study Maths, but failed. The mood isn't there at all :'( So turned out to be slacking on the couch and using phone. TWITTER, more like checking if he tweeted. He really did, but I can't do anything but to see what he tweeted.

So slacked the whole afternoon off. Helped dad in cleaning his car and went home to did some work out :) Ok, my aim for March is to reduce weight until 50kg, or even lesser! I've dropped from 55kg to 51 kg in a month plus :D Happy max! But must thanks K for helping me♥

Prepared and headed down to Bk to meet Bbg, Girlfriend (Bev) and boy-friends (Reynard and Calvin) for dinner. This Reynard, really cannot tahan him, keep disturbing me with Calvin. Make the two of us feel so awkward.

Dinner was awesome! (Y)

Went over to Gf's for games session! :) Played pictionary, and it's fun (Y) Love spending time with them! :)

Pictures time! ENJOY♥

♥,
Rj.

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POSTED BY RuiJia. ON Sunday, 26 February 2012 @ 02:19
One down, 2 more♥

Tay Kewei - "Fallin"


10 days since you're gone.

I just want to tell you, no matter how long you're gone, no matter how far you are, my love for you still remains. I know it sounds stupid, but I am still waiting, like a silly, like a dumb. I don't know how long am I going to wait, but for now, right at this point of time, I'm still waiting :)

One paper down already! HOEH! (Y) Lied on the bed at 1.30am, but I only managed to fall asleep around 4.30am D: INSOMNIA sucks! And you're studying, because you don't know that we got paper today. :'( Sorry! I thought of reminding you to study, but I scared that I'll annoy you, that's why I'm trying to distance myself from you. Sorry! I guess you didn't manage to sleep at all. :'( Heartache.

Well, first paper down, 2 more to go! AND I'M GOING TO WORK ALL DAY AND PARTY ALL NIGHT :D First week of the Holiday will be super pack!

29th Feb - LAST DAY OF PAPER! :D Meet Sinee for baking, and pamper ourselves with MANICURE :)
1st Mar   - Home to rest and pack my closet!
2nd Mar  - WWW with Secondary school clique♥
3rd Mar  - ECP trip with Monique, Shiying, Jonathan and Aloysius♥
4th Mar   - SLUMBER@SENTOSA WITH GIRLFRIENDS AND CLIQUE♥
5th Mar   - Maybe stay over at Bev's :)
6th Mar   - Ubin trip with Monique, Shiying, Jonathan and Aloysius♥

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POSTED BY RuiJia. ON Saturday, 25 February 2012 @ 00:59
林俊傑 記得
我告訴自己 如果她轉身 我就抱住她 結束分手
但 她沒有回頭
只能看著她 心痛的離開 

林俊傑 記得 


作詞:易家楊
作曲:林俊傑
編曲:吳慶隆
監製:陳子鴻 (喜歡音樂)

誰還記得 是誰先說 永遠的愛我
以前的一句話 是我們以後的傷口
過了太久 沒人記得 當初那些溫柔
我和你手牽手 說要一起 走到最後

我們都忘了 這條路走了多久
心中是清楚的 有一天 有一天都會停的
讓時間說真話 雖然我也害怕
在天黑了以後 我們都不知道會不會有以後

誰還記得 是誰先說 永遠的愛我
以前的一句話 是我們以後的傷口
過了太久 沒人記得 當初那些溫柔
我和你手牽手 說要一起 走到最後

我們都累了 卻沒辦法往回走
兩顆心都迷惑 怎麼說 怎麼說都沒有救
親愛的為什麼 也許你也不懂
兩個相愛的人 等著對方先說想分開的理由

誰還記得 愛情開始變化的時候
我和你的眼中 看見了不同的天空
走得太遠 終於走到分岔路的路口


是不是你和我 要有兩個 相反的夢

誰還記得 是誰先說 永遠的愛我
以前的一句話 是我們以後的傷口
過了太久 沒人記得 當初那些溫柔
我和你手牽手 說要一起 走到最後

我和你手牽手 說要一起 走到最後

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POSTED BY RuiJia. ON Wednesday, 22 February 2012 @ 00:38
品冠-我以為

我以为
歌手:品冠

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他 有那么好
你说会懂 我的失落
不是靠宽容 就能够解脱

我以为我出现的时候刚好
你和他 正说要分开
我以为你 已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害

我以为我的温柔
能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力
填满你感情的缺口

专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究你会慢慢明白
他的心 已不在你身上
我的关心你依然无动于衷
我的以为只是我以为

我以为我的温柔
能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力
填满你感情的缺口

专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁的身旁

我以为我够坚强
却一天天的失望
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望

我以为我的温柔
能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力
填满你感情的缺口

专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁的身旁

我以为我够坚强
却输的那么绝望
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望

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POSTED BY RuiJia. ON Tuesday, 21 February 2012 @ 00:34
散場的擁抱♥

散場的擁抱
曲:蘇俊沅 詞:姚若龍 編曲:鍾興民Baby-C 、JerryC

從妳的眼角 慢慢地明瞭
我能做的很少
原來妳藏著傷 但不想和我聊

妳選的電影 像某種預告
不坦白的主角
最後流著眼淚 堅持獨自走掉

散場的擁抱 我還在燃燒
但妳心裡的浪潮 拒絕讓我看到
妳煎熬 不肯定什麼是最想要
愛才又像樂園又像監牢

散場的擁抱 混亂的心跳
多寧願只是爭吵 還能道歉和好
我知道 妳留著和他所有合照
明明面前是答案 卻撕掉 不要

呵護地祈禱 溫柔地討好
愛能讓人渺小
苦笑冒充微笑 浪漫得不肯逃

散場的擁抱 我還在燃燒
但妳心裡的浪潮 拒絕讓我看到
妳煎熬 不肯定什麼是最想要
愛才又像樂園又像監牢

散場的擁抱 混亂的心跳
多寧願只是爭吵 還能道歉和好
我知道 我們和你們不能比較
但我的愛多強悍 出乎妳預料

散場的擁抱 我還在燃燒
但妳心裡的浪潮 拒絕讓我看到
妳煎熬 不肯定什麼是最想要
愛才又像樂園又像監牢

散場的擁抱 混亂的心跳
多寧願只是爭吵 還能道歉和好
我知道 太美的回憶像副手銬
越是掙脫越纏繞 我比妳明瞭

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POSTED BY RuiJia. ON Sunday, 19 February 2012 @ 00:29
Sorry That I Loved You♥

Sorry That I Loved You 

中譯:陶晶瑩
詞:倪安東Anthony Neely 、Skot Suyama
曲:Skot Suyama

For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And I'm so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won't make any difference tonight
But I'm hoping "im sorry" will open your mind
To love love love love in your life



對不起,我愛過妳

曾經我總是試著討妳歡心
好讓妳認為我就是真命天子
那麼我就能贏得妳的愛

送妳鮮花牽妳的手
沒有人阻止我們
但是愛情終究讓我們盲目

對不起我傷害了妳
對不起我搞砸了
對不起我愛上了妳
很抱歉它發生了 但道歉也不能讓時光倒流
所有我對妳做的事
我希望可以補償
對不起我曾經那樣愛妳
對不起我曾經那麼地需要妳
對不起我曾緊緊擁著妳

而且我還要道歉的是
讓妳愛上我卻必須說再見
還有 我居然教會了妳 什麼是哭泣
愛情真的來過 但它又悄悄溜走

很抱歉我曾給妳夢想的一切
卻又在我逃離後全部拿走
抱歉 我的愛 因為我浪費了妳的青春

對不起我傷害了妳
對不起我搞砸了
對不起我愛上了妳
很抱歉惡夢成真但再多的道歉也改變不了什麼
所有我對妳做的事
我希望可以補償
對不起我曾經那樣愛妳
對不起我曾經那麼地需要妳
對不起我曾緊緊擁著妳

經過了這麼久
一句抱歉並不能改變什麼
但我真心希望 這句抱歉能打開妳的心房
好讓妳在未來還能繼續去愛

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POSTED BY RuiJia. @ 00:22
I miss you, K♥

Met up with Sinee.

Consulted doctor > Bugis > Csm to study. We ended up having HTHT session. Chatted until 8pm and we headed home. Called Bud and talked to him while walking home. Broke down while talking to him :'( Homed > Bathed > Rot.

♥,
Rj.

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POSTED BY RuiJia. ON Saturday, 18 February 2012 @ 00:21
:'(
Have been hugging Mommy to cry for the past few days. :'(
And my eyes is swollen like free.

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POSTED BY RuiJia. ON Friday, 17 February 2012 @ 00:11
Happy V day.

Happy Valentine's Day to everyone.

Regardless you're single, or you're attached. Yes, it's valentine's day. Who says you can only celebrate Valentine's day when you're attached? Who says those who are single cannot celebrate this day?

You can always spend this day with your friends or family if you're single. For those who are attached, of course you'll spend this day with your love ones.

For the singles, don't be too jealous of those people who are dating. You still have your friends or me to be here with you :) So no worries ok?

♥,
Rj.
POSTED BY RuiJia. ON Tuesday, 14 February 2012 @ 16:09
Kyfer's♥
Had our OOP quiz and project interview today.

Left school after the interview. I thought could go out with Bb, but he went out with his friends. So I went home. I don't know why, but I broke down when I'm on the way home. And broke down real bad the moment I shut my doors. :'(

♥,
Kyfer's Rj.

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POSTED BY RuiJia. @ 15:07
Kyfer's♥
School for 2 hours and went home ._.
POSTED BY RuiJia. ON Monday, 13 February 2012 @ 20:05
Kyfer's♥
Supper with Sinee over at Adam's Corner.
Slacked and home at 9pm.

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POSTED BY RuiJia. @ 00:04
3rd♥
Happy 3rd month being together, Kiefer♥

Went cycling with Brother this afternoon. Cycled from our place down to Chinatown and back home (Y) Home around 5pm and went to prepare.

Meet Vivian and Adriel for flea around 7.30pm. When we got tired of town, we went over to Bugis. My shopping paradise :P And when Vivian asked about you, my heart sank. But I've to remain strong, and not to break down.

My buys for the day: 2 OPI colours + cuticle trimmer for $28, 2 masks for $3, a top and tube for $15, Koi for $2.90 and pancake at $2.50.

Baby K, I miss you. I love you. I want you. I need you. I can't imagine the days without you now. Please don't leave me, don't be like all my ex boyfriends who left me hanging. Being together with you makes me really very happy. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥,
Kyfer's RJ.

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POSTED BY RuiJia. ON Saturday, 11 February 2012 @ 23:41
Deeply in love with K♥

Parents went overseas today, and will be back on V's day.

Went school for 2 hours, and home after school. Bb came over too. This sweet little boyfriend of mine cooked Maggie mee for me♥ How sweet of him!♥♥♥ First boyfriend cooked for me :) Watched movie on Channel 866, and I fell asleep in his arms. I love that feeling, cause it's like I'm protected even when I'm sleeping♥ Felt real good! When the movie ended, we both left the house. He went to meet his friends, while I meet my Bbg.

She accompanied me to cut hair, and we went to Csm to study. Didn't study, because we're both not in the mood. Slack around till 11pm and headed home. Now rushing for my OOP report.

Missing my baby boy now.♥

♥,
K's RJ.

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POSTED BY RuiJia. ON Friday, 10 February 2012 @ 23:40
Bud's 19th

Bud's 19th! :)

Thanks for being there for me all the while. Thanks, really thank you! 10 years and still counting♥

♥,
K's Rj.

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POSTED BY RuiJia. @ 23:32
Sinking heart
Swim with Bbg,
And went over to CSM to study♥

♥,
Kyfer's Ruijia.

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POSTED BY RuiJia. ON Friday, 3 February 2012 @ 23:28
My feelings,


We aren't staying miles away, and we are not far apart.

But why do I feel like our distance are getting further and further each day? Maybe because of the days when we aren't able to meet, it makes it worst. Then when we meet, you seems to treat me quite cold.

Sorry about me feeling this way, I don't wish to too. But I don't know, it's just like weird. Just feel the distance between us.

I just hope that things will still be the same, like how close we are. I miss the days when we text/whatsapp all day. Telling each other how much we love each other.

I have to say that I love a boyfriend who is sweet towards me. You used to be very sweet, and I told you before one day, I scared this sweetness will be gone. Cause when the sweetness is gone, I will worry and scared.

I know it's way too much to ask for, but at least, show more concern towards me. ♥

♥,
Rj.

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POSTED BY RuiJia. ON Thursday, 2 February 2012 @ 14:13
Breakaway.


I will be back posting about my life soon. Please be a bit more patient :)

Exams are coming, and I'm still don't have the mood to study. I can jolly well bang the wall. No sense of urgency.

School is still as boring as ever, and life is good, because of my luv.

♥,
Rj.

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POSTED BY RuiJia. @ 13:57
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