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Took the coach up to Genting ALONE.

Yes, alone. Cause parents went there the day before, Wednesday. So I've got no choice but to head up alone. I did tear a little before I board the coach, cause I felt so unease. I'm worried what if something happened on the route up. But it's alright to die alone, cause it's like, only 1 die and not 3. BUT, I'm safe and sound.

Was staring out of the window, listening to how my iPod shuffle those emotional songs, you're the one that came into my mind. Yes, you, KieferYQH.

Reached Genting around 4am. Met mommy, back to room, and napped. Woke up at 9am, breakfast and went back room to sleep again. Woke up at 2pm, went down to the temple for my brunner (Breakfast + lunch + early dinner) After that, went shopping with Mommy while Dad went back room to rest.

Pizza Hut for dinner, a usual place for dinner whenever we're there :D After dinner, went to buy tickets for movie! :) "Marry a 100% man", a Hong Kong movie. It's awesome, will watch again when it's released in Singapore. Hehehe.

Played arcade while waiting for the time to strike. After movie, it's already 1am. Went back room to sleep, wanted to head down to Starbucks to use WiFi, but was too tired. So drop dead on bed.

Woke up at 10am, wash up, had my breakfast at Starbucks, and went to catch our coach. AND HERE I AM, BACK IN SINGAPORE! :)

♥,

Rj.

Met a guy whom I've met from Twitter, he's Kuan Jia Qing.

I've forgotten how we really get to know each other on twitter, just it's because of Noah. One night, we talked until 3am in the morning thru Facebook. And we came out with this "date'"

Met him at Tampines for movie "The Woman In Black". I swear it's a boring movie, nearly fall asleep. Then I followed him to Orchard, for a walk plus wait for time to pass. This idiot brought me to his workplace and his colleagues made me so embarrassed, keep teasing.

Walked over to ion and took photos, sounds stupid, but there's no better places already. Took only 2, which are the ones in my hand! :) Hehehe. He went off to meet his cousin, while I meet my dearest Minghui for dinner. And homeeeeee~

GONNA HAVE MY MATHS SUPP PAPER LATER! NERVOUS SHIT, HAVE NOT BEEN STUDYING FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS! AND AM GOING TO GENTING IN THE NIGHT ALONE AND MEET PARENTS THERE. WOOTS!

♥, 

Rj

 

Met up with Sister M.

Went to CDC for our registration for our driving license. And the two of us are pretty excited! Because that's where our driving journey starts. WHEEEEEE~

After registration, we went over to Nex to return books. And watch "This means war" The show is rated 5/5, with both my thumbs up (Y) Encourage all my readers to watch it!

After which, went home!

*Changed my screen protector again, and it's the diamond type. Woots, me gusta :D

♡ ,

Rj

WENT FACIAL WITH MOMMY!

DID BODY MASSAGE TOO :D

SHIOK~~~~~~~~~

♥,

Rj.

Met up with babe for gym♡

Went over to PS first because I need to send my laptop for servicing. Then trained all the way to Pasir Ris to meet babe♡ Gym at Pasir Ris Sports and Recreation Centre for approximately 2 hours! Was twittering while walking on treadmill and cycling♡ How relax can I be? Was talking to Reuben through twitter, cause he wants to meet me.

Left gym and went to wash up. Walked over to Whitesands for Subway. Reuben came to join us♡ Gossiped like no tomorrow. Talked about RELATIONSHIPS and SEX ._. Gossiped from Subway to the MRT station and ended up at Bus Interchange.

Chatted until maybe 9.33pm? 3 polices walked passed, I thought they only walk pass, who knows they ended up stopping in front of us and asked for our identity. NICE, GOT SCREENED! First time in my whole 18 years living in Singapore. That moment when I had a terrible heart dropped when he checked on Reuben. Bad experience, a very bad one.

Left Pasir ris at around 10.30pm, trained home. Alight at Bugis, out of the station and saw some Indians got screened ._. What a coincidence yar. Walked home, and as usual, walked passed your house. That route, those memories, those times, those hugs and kisses and teasing, flashed back.

Homed, bathed, and here comes that emotional period.

♡,

Rj

对不起，我又失败了。 (Sorry, I failed again)

我还是放不下我们之间的那段感情。(I still can't let go of the feelings that is in between us) All the memories you gave, is killing me bit by bit. Guess what? For the past 17 relationships I've been in, none of it hurts as much as now. Maybe it's because of all the memories you left, makes me hard to move on. Maybe it's because of all the tears you allowed them to fall, makes me hard to let go. Maybe it's because of all the love you gave, makes me holding on so tight. And maybe it's just because of YOU.

Every part of me is missing you terribly. My mind is missing you, my lips are missing you, my eyes are missing you, my nose is missing you, my ears are missing you, my hands are missing you, my tears are missing you, my body is missing you, my legs are missing you, AND MY HEART IS MISSING YOU.

I know it sounds a bit too exaggerating, but it's true. My mind is missing you, because you never left at all. My lips are missing you, because of your kisses which surprised me. My eyes are missing you, because I've not been seeing you for a while. My nose is missing you, because I miss the scent of yours. My ears are missing you, because of your voice that makes me feel secured. My hands are missing you, because you hold them so tightly and they hope you won't let go. My tears are missing you, because of all the mistakes you've done that makes them fall automatically, and you'll wipe them off for me. My body is missing you, because of the hugs you gave that makes me feel warm and loved, especially those from the back. My legs are missing you, because of all the walks that we used to take. My heart is missing you, because she saw your departure, and she's waiting for you to be back with her.

I know you won't be reading my blog any more, because you're no long interested. But I just hope that one day, someday, somehow, you'll get to read it. Do you know how much I've suffered? Do you know how hard I've tried to control myself from talking to you? Do you know how hurtful it is to know the fact that you're gone? Do you know how tired I'm to ask myself to move on and making myself move on alone?

If only you're facing the same situation with me, if only you know how I feel, if only you know how tired it is ask your heart to let go and move on when it still hold on tightly, if only you know how much I really love you.

I tried to smile, I tried to laugh, I tried to make myself move on. But whatever I do, can't remove you in my mind, and my heart. I told you once, I'm afraid, afraid one day you'll leave me. You promised me that you'll never leave me alone. I told you, promises are meant to be broken. You told me that promises are meant to be kept, rules are meant to be broken. All this words fall into the drain? Telling me promises are meant to be kept? Then why are you breaking them like how my ex-boyfriends did to me?

I gave myself up, I gave you everything. What I get in the end, is a broken heart? I never thought I would love someone so deeply till I broke my own rules. I never thought I would love someone so deeply till I forgot who I should be. I never thought I would love someone so deeply till I've lost my sense. And the someone, all happens to be you, KieferYQH!♡

If you happen to read this post, please know that I still love you. There's never once that I stop loving you. If you happen to read this post, please know that I still miss you. There's never once I stop missing you. If you happen to read this post, please know that I'm still here waiting. Waiting for your return, waiting for you to fill up the role of being my man. If you happen to read this post, please know that I'm still going to be there for you. Accompany you to walk through all problems, walk through the route with you.

And today supposed to be our 4th month being together. But you chose to end it last month, the day after Valentine's day. It's ok, I'm still here. Making my heart available only for you♡ 

Do reconsider of giving both of us another chance, do reconsider of giving me another chance to stay with you, do reconsider of allowing me to accompany you through all these. 

You know I love you, you know I always do.

♡

♡,

Rj

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SLUMBERPARTY!☺

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UBIN TRIP☺

Bbg♡ is out of town ☹

Met up with my lovelies for a while over at Nex.

Awesome catch up session with Alvin ✌ But out of a sudden, not feeling well, so have to leave early. Sorry guys ☹ Shall meet up again when Alvin is back ok.

♡,

Rj

My baby girl♡ is going to be away for 5 weeks ☹ 

Leaving me alone in Singapore while she's over at China for her studies.☹ Met up with Bev and Rey and Eileen to send her flight. Wanted to surprise her, but kinda fail, cause can't really find her. She spotted us before we found her.

Breakfast over at Heaven Cafe(?) @ T2. Then accompanied her for check in. Her flight got delayed until 1.45pm, so we slacked over at T2 ☺ So spent more time with her ☺ Lunch at Pasta de Waraku with them ☺

Soon, she have to enter the gate ☹ Gave her that a goodbye hug and she entered the gate. Went home after which.

♡,

Rj

☀ SUNBURNT  ☹  ☀

Met Sisters (Shiying and Monique) and Brothers (Jonathan, Jack and Aloysius) for Ubin.☺ Was late, as usual. Took 23 down to Opposite Tampines Safra together with Shiyng.☺ Still remember the days when we overslept on the trip and when we woke up, we're already at Opposite Safra. The days when I lie on your shoulder and sleep my way to school♡

Met Brothers and Monique at the bus stop. Then we changed bus to Changi Village. Was still wondering what should we eat for breakfast if the market is closed down for washing or whatsoever. And the moment we alight, we was like "ARE YOU SERIOUS?" The market is closed down for renovation ☹ Ended up we walked around to look for food, cause we are all hungry.

Settled down at a prata shop, had our breakfast.✌ Spent around an hour there? Then we headed to the Ferry Terminal and UBIN, HERE WE GO!

Reached ubin, went to the resort to redeem our promotion package.☺Planned to go for 2 hours Kayak and 3 hours fish spa, but the Uncle say cannot kayak on that day.☹ Sy is very happy, cause she rather cycle than kayak. So we're left with no choice but to cycle around Ubin. Something I hate about cycling over at Ubin is because of those bumpy routes, and we've to go up slopes and down slopes and up again. Energy drained by getting down the bike and up again and down again. Never mind, it helps to lose weight, I hope.

Cycled to Chek Jawa, and guess what, we thought we've never cycled till chek jawa before. When the previous time Sisters and I cycled over at Ubin with Eric, we thought we didn't cycled until Chek Jawa, but the fact, we did! Stayed there for around an hour and we cycled back to the resort. So in total, we cycled for like 4 hours?

Had our fish spa session ☺ The water is kinda dirty, that we are actually hesitate for a while before putting our legs in. Fish spa for 90 mins and we got tired of it. So we went to Downtown for dinner ☺ Wash up over at Downtown public toilet, cause it's way much cleaner and better ☺ And had Just Acia for dinner ✌